school has beeeeeen great. no short of work work and work. which is good, holiday almost killed me. not a bad start for 2008. but im not hoping for anything great to happen this year so... ya. erm. erm. yea. met up with jess and jul, sad wee cant make it but still, was great seeing u ppl again. haha. and thanks to jess's recommendation, im all broke. oh, she brought me to this store at hereen called Queens to get my gray skinny jeans, so that explains. and jul's gonna get it for leaving without saying bye to me anyway. WE'LL MEET AGAIN SOON, with wee along.

OH BOY. i got lotsa movies i have yet to watch!!!!!!!! gotta go. ill end this with one of the only work im proud of...

........... OK OK!! the original painting wasn't that good, i edited it with photoshop. BUT HEY. its still done by me right? This ugly creature is a villain from spiderman anyway.

happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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what a year 2007 was!
nothing has happen...
nothing was memorable...
nothing great about it...

so this 2008!
i can feel it...
that...
nothing is gonna happen...

merry christmas to all.

phuuuuuu..... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
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watched the golden compass with my old friends, wee and jess yesterday. the movie was actually quite good, except for the part when the polar bear came out of nowhere to rescue the main character who needs help, obviously. jess's flying off soon, so i guess.. we'll meet again only after she comes back. sad. but we'll definately see each other again. =)

so... what else, oh ya. got a new ps3 game, uncharted: drake's fortune. erm. completed it the next day. wth. its like i paid $90 to watch a movie. but its worth it, gameplays good, graphics cool, storys not bad. so ya. its xmas afterall, shld get something for myself. talking about it, i got another unexpected gift, well, not exactly also. let me explain. haha. my mum sign up for the mio plan, so that means i can get a new phone in exchange for the new plan. BUT my mum's really... u know, she wants me to get a $0-withline phone, holyshit, isint that like downgrading, from my n73 to a worthless piece of shit, no way, soo.. haha, i eventually got her into buying me a better yet uglier sony cybershot phone, i have my way, not really excited about it though, the phone's really.... erm, not my type and if worse, UGLY. really, but wow, the features and the 5mp cam, top notch man. i tried it. its rreally good. so i shouldnt ask for more. i mean, whats a good looking phone with lousy features. so for this xmas, i got a new phone and a new game which i got it from? ME. cause i paid for the phone too. =..='' guess it'ld be a one man xmas party again hur?

just when i thought holiday's gonna kill me, i found meaning to it. or should i say i got myself something to do. haha. i was so damn bloody bored today. VERY bored. i couldnt think of any fking thing to do, i have no one to go out with like always, real sad.. , i have watched all the movies ive got at home,ive just completed the new game that i recently bought?! oh god, so i was rotting really bad at home and thats when i made a really bold decision.

i finally step out of my house for the "first time".. as in with all the things i have and can do at home theres simply no reason for me to stay out, you know. so where did i GO? ofcourse not far far away, so i ended up at the libary next to my house. oh god, i couldnt believe it, i actually missed the place. the aircon, the.. serenity? wtf is wrong with me. this is where i studied for olevel's, and the place where.. even being alone, i feel.. okay. so i went up, look for some comics to read, what? u expect me to read those thick books with millions of words in it, no way. oh man, i looked at the comics section.. come on, its been like what? nearly a year since i last stepped in here and they didnt even bother to update alil bit.

the spiderman collection is still the bloody same. so i have no choice but to read one of the fantastic four ones. and then i realized, this cant be it, libary's so big and all i can get out of it is one stupid comic book. then it came to me, i still got alot of things or infact everything to study on maya, 3d software. but u know, the libary's always like that, when u want to borrow something, it's always not there for u. so i tried my luck, went to the computer's section and what do u know, it was all there, every single one of them. geee. singaporeans sure dont have any intrest in visual effects or 3d animation. BUT thats a good sign, the less the better and easier for me to get a job. i borrowed guide books on how i can create my own 3d model/character. haha. easy to say, difficult to do. so i took my comic and three thick guide books down to the cafe. guess what, i still couldnt belive how i spend $22 there.

HOW ON EARTH did i do that. easy =..='', had the money, gave it away, am i nuts? ya. i bought a $17 card from them so i can drink coffee for three instead of five, HA! isint that the best deal ever!!!!! sigh. such a loser. oh well, thts only 17! when i spent another $5 on the spaghetti. and that makes $22! wha la~ ARGH !!!! there goess my fking savings. but now i have a reason to go back to the libary. AND SO, i sat down, ate the terrible spaghetti, no kidd, its horrible, and read the books. AH HA. this comes to the conclusion of me getting life out of this sick holiday.

after literally reading one of the first few pages of the book, it got me. now im so interested and inspired by it. this is not easy to accomplish but its kinda do-able. good thing is its time consuming, thats all i all need. fear not, jw, your holiday is now... not-so-boring. if it fails, at least u can still spend time mastering your pathetic guitar skills or get a new game, complete it in one week then kill yourself because you still have another 3 weeks to go.

holiday... fk it. i wanna go back to sch.. i need something to do. something that can keep me away from.. what i dont want to become. a ghost. a very unhappy one. argh.. have to keep myself busy. must.
today's a really disappointing and... you can see that its rainning-day. was suppose to go out BUT, fk that, instead i did some good i bought the juice my mum wanted me to get. so that was at parkway, and hell, it changed alot. borders? since when. but wow, it sure looks alot better than mph. so i walked arnd and like what will always happen, ill find myself in topshop. noooooo. i shouldnt have lead myself there... so many nice things to buy..... arghh... now i cant help but know that i will have to save another stack of money, come back and give it to them for some stupid clothes. the forgotten topshop has once again invade my mind for money. just kill me. maybe you'll see me in the newspaper, headline "tall skinny man failed to rob DBS bank, biggest loser ever"

i had enough with you once. i let it go. but for the second time... im done with you. i should've known. treasure this pathetic friendship or pissoff.

thanks to donkey's encouraging erm.. words. i shall keep u webby, for now. haha. FINALLY its over. animation is over! yet, im already missing it. its damn bloody fun. its not really impressive but i tried my best for some of the assignments , especially for the last one, ofcourse. and todays we had to present our short clips of animation that have both 3d and 2d in it. althought i did said that i put efforts in this, i slept early? amazing. and i finished it just in time. as in really in time. suppose to hand it up on 3pm. and i finished it right on time.... AT HOME. so i cabbed to sch. i wasnt really rushing because... i know everyone would be late. know why? cause the rendering time almost killed us. so u cant blame us. blame the extremely slow computers. haha. and so the lecturer played everyone's work in the thetre. unfortunately the com was corrupted and many of our work went terribly wrong, erm, mine wasnt affected because i had a different file. so mine played smoothly. i was quite happy that most of them understood the story, thats all i care. oh well. cant wait to do more after the holiday. cant u believe that? i rather not have holidays. BUT i gotta admit, IM SKINNIER.holy f. serious. animating can be so time consuming and fraustrating sometimes that u skipped lunch and dinner not even knowing it. worst of all is u get stressed not only mentally but physically. oh well. thts what this meaningless holiday is about. erm, not really actually. ill get to see my old friends. =)

HOLIDAYS COMMING. XMAS'S COMMING. so? anyway, had quite alot of things to... not quite alot.. is moutains of things to do so that explains this very late entry which doesnt matter since its pretty close-down already. BUT.. i shldnt give up on you webby shld i? well, nvm that. at least i can come back once in a while to crap. so, erm, what changes are there. nothing much. doing animation fundamentals now, kinda intresting, which makes things more complicated, video or animation? argh. and my guitar's covered with a thin layer of dust already, still i improved a tiny little... bit compared to last time. ps3! got a new game, finally ~ was it the right game, hell yeah. at first its kinda stupid but then i got addicted to it. i was force to stop playing only when my controller went of out batt. hows that. hahaha. its that good. oh yea, its called assassin's creed anyway, argh, like anyone knows. erm erm erm.... just cant wait for holidays to come, earn some money, know alil bit more abt guitar, get a new ps3 game for xmas, erm erm, maybe will do some research on 3d animation... erm erm erm...go out ofcourse... erm erm...watch movies (at the theatre) erm erm, what else, eat more, get fat, erm erm... get new clothes (thats if i have money). wow. seems like i have alot to do but it always end up to be... really horrible. like last year, oh god, dont remind me of that christmas. better be good this year you fat, slimy, red, hairy white, hohoho-bastard... or at least, not alone. =..=''

im so tired... finally i can rest. im suppose to work today but i decided not to. so... yesterday the animals and i finally met up so we can celebrate weewee's bday. dont know why.but i just feel bad for her. haha. we made her wait forty mins, i still owe her four bucks and worst of all is we couldnt get what she want because we dont have enough shares. haha. besides that, to me, it was really fun. we laughed quited alot actually. so after weewee waited at the marinabay mrt station for aproximately forty minutes, we arrived, late. and ofcourse we were there for the steamboat. what else? haha. as usual, juleen didnt want to eat. food there was okay. just that i cant stand waiting for the food to get cooked. annoying. after that, we went bowling which was jul's idea, bad one. hahaha. just joking. oh ya. after the game, we're suppose to take the bus back to the mrt station when all of a sudden, this uncle who looks like a serial killer came to us and said there's no chance you can make it back for the last train but if i take you there, which he charged us $1 each, you might still catch it. what the hell, he expected us to believe him? but ya, we did. wahhhaha. desperate for the last train you know? we're all too broke for cabs. so we reached the station without getting killed or raped. thank god for tht. as soon as we got into the station, they announced that the last train will be arriving in one min or so. thats when we started running and screaming. well, actually only weewee screamed. WAHHAHA. so she and the rest of us run into the train before the door closes. we made it. relieved and all. but the wierd thing is the doors are still open. i looked at one of the electronic boards outside. it reads "departing in 7mins"......... whats with all the screaming and running again?

we got to cityhall and realized that there's already no bus and train anymore. and still we ended up taking a cab back to my house. jul went back but wee and jess stayed at my house until 4am. was real tired. so when they went back, i came back home, dived into my bed, closed my eyes, and wa la, here i am typing this.

sorry we couldnt get u the mem card but hopefully you'll like the drawing. happybirthday wee.

IM SO BUZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg. dont even have time to catch my breath already. alright. so ive changed class since two weeks ago. having video fundamentals now. doing the final project. we're told to do a short film. haha. n guess what? it's about this rapist and blind girl. n the stories kinda cool after we finally settled down with the whole script. so filming has already taken most of my time. and to make things even worse, i bought a guitar just recently. so im freaking buzy. really. like i dont even have the time to slack anymore. i have to squeeze all my time to film, learn how to play the guitar, play my ps3 and watch Heroes. argh. i dont have all the time in the world. better run. ill update next year. LOL!

this shld be a very long entry but ive faced the com for the whole damn day already so im gg to cut it short.

ALOHA CHANGI RESORT

alright, so thts not the only place i went for holiday but thts almost all i can recall now. cant help it, stm. oh ya, and meet ups with jingyuan and the animals. tht'll be later. lets talk abt the resort. i went to kelly yong's resort first before gg to sa's one. same place anyway, i tot, so might as well go to kelly's one, stay over and then head right to sa's one. i have to say tht, its rather awkward to finally reunite with yong, its been so long, he hasnt change much since the last time i saw him with his gang of friends. i'd say tht im the one who changed quite abit. so i tried to get away by talking to my classmates on phone while they're bbq-ing. but i tot, im just being unfriendly, so i hung up and tried interacting. it worked somehow. we tried entering the old changi hospital but we didnt have enuff light to shine us through further so..we went back.drank alil, had some laughs and i decided to sleep. them? still playing ofcourse. i was too tired. woke up , left kelly's chalet and off to sa's. Wow, the house's damn freaking big. i bet it can fit more than 200ppl. no joke. thts abt it. big and boring. haha. sigh, we planned games for days and it didnt work out. everyones just in their own group doing their own stuff. no controls at all. but i didnt wanna play the games neither. so nvm. it started to get a lil better when we started playing with the hundreds of water bags we made, smashing each other like crazy freaks. andddddddddd.after tht. i slept. haha.

ANIMALS

alright. yesterday we went out and... eat? yup. movies? wanted to but no cause xw doesnt want to. craps. but its ok. cause we tot of something else to do after awhile. we have to. its donkey's bday. hha. we went to her house. played with eye toy. played with dog. played with dolls. quite funny, dogs cute but dolls freaky. haha. i dont know why, we're always so unplanned, so -have nth to do- but we just have to meet up. im so use to it. haha. all i have to say is i still had a great time hanging arnd with all of u, meet up soon alright?

its holiday... and still i have to wake up early and go to school. thanks to 'sa'.
yet it was another story when i reached sch today. everyone thought it was suppose to a 'sa' meeting but turns out that we're having it with a 'mysterious' company, saying that they need ideas from us to shoot a high profile commercial sg-wide. well, some was pissed that they came sch for nth but not me. this a chance not to be missed. thts what i thought. the rest was even more shakened when they said that the two winners, whose ideas will be chosen, will have the tickets to 'the daughtry''s concert. sweet. well, there was only less than 15ppl and so i thought, not that hard to make the stand, i think. well, i was lucky, ideas just came flowing in my mind, so i drew a story board and explained to them visually as detaily as possible. well, didnt think my idea's really good or what, but i tried to make it simple for ppl to understand. it's a advertisment afterall. the funny thing is, they refused to tell us the brand name. whats the harm of telling us? they said not to DISTRACT us from our creative minds. HA HA. ok. get alil bit of that. well, so me and lil andrea got picked. fortunate. got our hands on the tickets, happy. " Age limit for male and female is 18!!!!!" drea shouted when she read the rules printed on the ticket. hilarious. tht only means that only i can go?! how retarded. haha. im not really into that free ticket actually, haha, i wanna get this chance, this opportunity to add this work in my portfolio. i know, its a big fat dream. cause they're still searching for alot of alternative ideas but... if..only. ha. i'll just stop there, shall not expect too much, at least i got a free ticket to a concert... which i wont go anyway if my friend who's 17 or 16, lol, can't make it through st.james door. so much for daughtry.
argh, just when i tot i can wake up late tmr, theres this grooming session for sa members. ha. kay, lets be optimistic, at least im living what life's suppose to be, filled.

Story Photography

"Dreams- Drifted Away"

PHOTOGRAPHY

had a hard time climbing

piggyback
com at beach
who's tht running back.haha.

feeding
little india
fruitstall
my house
night at bus stop
rain coat

taonan
primarysch
orange light
dawn

BACK IN TOUCH

The Animals

Weeweeee and Me
Blur for effect..haha..

3D ART

TP

Some of my classmates

Mummy Andrea
Someone stole my cap!

my internets finally stable. yes. haha.
fri, me and the animals met up. its been sooooo long since we'veseen each other. haha. whats good is we're not really that disconnected. haha. well. at least for me. im hoping to see them soon actually. thts if everyones free. so... ya.. we met up at fish'n'co that day. oh ya. it is also because they can celebrate me and donkey's bday. they got donkey a bag which she chose for herself and me a hugo perfume. n im seriously overwhelmed and surprised. although i can tell its not really obvious to them. like i said, always wanted a perfume but just cant afford one. aha. thanks ppl. so we just eat and talk like usual, everyones quite abt the same, but wee's just like in her own world. haha. crazy girl. too stressed by the mountains of assignments i guess? =x whahaha. just kidding, she's still damn irrititing when u talk to her, changed from '' ha ha '' to '' shut up la ''. real ass. after eating we decided to catch a movie, The Invasion. haha. while waiting for the movie we just hung around and slacked at some random corner near cathay. haha. oh ya, i accidently knocked juleen down while playing. SORRY. really am. ahaha. juleen's just great. she'll never get angry with u if she know its just for fun not like someone, especially when it comes to guys. f**k care. n so our meet up ended with a... erm, how many stars did wee wee gave for the movie? oh.. kay.
n so our meet up ended with a 3stars movie.. wait... ill give it a 3 and a half. hahahahha. =D
before i log out, thanks again animals... for the wonderful time and gift. meet up soon right?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! to meeee. haha. today morning i felt really sad. cause i really think tht nobody really cares. but the thing is my classmates, the close ones, at least repeatingly said happy birthdays to me. so , yea , felt alot better. and than they acc me to the games convention at suntec, its just a total bullshit over there. really boring. aside from the free kitkats they're giving out, nothings really interesting. haha. we stayed there for alittle while though, cause little andrea and wendys hooked onto tht stupid duck game on ps3. haha. after we went mac to eat. i wasnt expecting any thing from them actually, cause i kept telling them not to. but andrea and yuan still bought me the oreo cake tht i actually wanted to buy myself. it might be just a small thing but i really appreciated it. well, without them, ill be alone on my bday and giving excuses why nobody even bother. as i said, u just have to remember... or do alittle something, and ill know whos true or not. haha. fortunately i made it through this year with tons of laughters and lame jokes. thank you violent angie, small crazy andrea, mummy andrea, full of crap dion, helpful yuan and fake japanese wendy for the simple but yet the funniest bday ive had.

oh ya, doesnt mean you animals can get away with it. at least go out eat long john and sing a song or something. haha.. k. ill see u soon.

so.. things have changed alittle since last time.im closer to my friends. at least for now and i found out tht they're really helpful and fun to be with. haha. but again. more girls than guys. well, i dont really mind as long as i have friends. and haha, its always the short ones. really funny. maybe im just way too tall. nevermind.

now im working on this photography projects. and i have to tell u tht its not like what u think, no joke, really a painful process to get good pictures. especailly when ur lec's a pain in the ass. real strict. my concept is actually really hard to do, cause i have to display me in my dreams. and so u know, dreams are wierd. so the pictures shld be really unique. like waking up in the beach with a computer appearing out of nowhere near the shore, me and my friend standing on the bus stop shelter, running in the middle of the road or empty field, me in the rain gg crazy, me in a bunch of small kids and the last one is actually quite important. a potrait of my mum smiling. haha. alot of work. really. have to get the appreture, shutter speed and iso right. and freaking find the focus point. tough to be a photographer. BUT its fun.

anyway... MY BIRTHDAYS COMMING SOON. haha. no presents. ok. dont remember. not ok. so thts abt it. gotta sleep.