im so tired... finally i can rest. im suppose to work today but i decided not to. so... yesterday the animals and i finally met up so we can celebrate weewee's bday. dont know why.but i just feel bad for her. haha. we made her wait forty mins, i still owe her four bucks and worst of all is we couldnt get what she want because we dont have enough shares. haha. besides that, to me, it was really fun. we laughed quited alot actually. so after weewee waited at the marinabay mrt station for aproximately forty minutes, we arrived, late. and ofcourse we were there for the steamboat. what else? haha. as usual, juleen didnt want to eat. food there was okay. just that i cant stand waiting for the food to get cooked. annoying. after that, we went bowling which was jul's idea, bad one. hahaha. just joking. oh ya. after the game, we're suppose to take the bus back to the mrt station when all of a sudden, this uncle who looks like a serial killer came to us and said there's no chance you can make it back for the last train but if i take you there, which he charged us $1 each, you might still catch it. what the hell, he expected us to believe him? but ya, we did. wahhhaha. desperate for the last train you know? we're all too broke for cabs. so we reached the station without getting killed or raped. thank god for tht. as soon as we got into the station, they announced that the last train will be arriving in one min or so. thats when we started running and screaming. well, actually only weewee screamed. WAHHAHA. so she and the rest of us run into the train before the door closes. we made it. relieved and all. but the wierd thing is the doors are still open. i looked at one of the electronic boards outside. it reads "departing in 7mins"......... whats with all the screaming and running again?

we got to cityhall and realized that there's already no bus and train anymore. and still we ended up taking a cab back to my house. jul went back but wee and jess stayed at my house until 4am. was real tired. so when they went back, i came back home, dived into my bed, closed my eyes, and wa la, here i am typing this.

sorry we couldnt get u the mem card but hopefully you'll like the drawing. happybirthday wee.

IM SO BUZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg. dont even have time to catch my breath already. alright. so ive changed class since two weeks ago. having video fundamentals now. doing the final project. we're told to do a short film. haha. n guess what? it's about this rapist and blind girl. n the stories kinda cool after we finally settled down with the whole script. so filming has already taken most of my time. and to make things even worse, i bought a guitar just recently. so im freaking buzy. really. like i dont even have the time to slack anymore. i have to squeeze all my time to film, learn how to play the guitar, play my ps3 and watch Heroes. argh. i dont have all the time in the world. better run. ill update next year. LOL!

this shld be a very long entry but ive faced the com for the whole damn day already so im gg to cut it short.

ALOHA CHANGI RESORT

alright, so thts not the only place i went for holiday but thts almost all i can recall now. cant help it, stm. oh ya, and meet ups with jingyuan and the animals. tht'll be later. lets talk abt the resort. i went to kelly yong's resort first before gg to sa's one. same place anyway, i tot, so might as well go to kelly's one, stay over and then head right to sa's one. i have to say tht, its rather awkward to finally reunite with yong, its been so long, he hasnt change much since the last time i saw him with his gang of friends. i'd say tht im the one who changed quite abit. so i tried to get away by talking to my classmates on phone while they're bbq-ing. but i tot, im just being unfriendly, so i hung up and tried interacting. it worked somehow. we tried entering the old changi hospital but we didnt have enuff light to shine us through further so..we went back.drank alil, had some laughs and i decided to sleep. them? still playing ofcourse. i was too tired. woke up , left kelly's chalet and off to sa's. Wow, the house's damn freaking big. i bet it can fit more than 200ppl. no joke. thts abt it. big and boring. haha. sigh, we planned games for days and it didnt work out. everyones just in their own group doing their own stuff. no controls at all. but i didnt wanna play the games neither. so nvm. it started to get a lil better when we started playing with the hundreds of water bags we made, smashing each other like crazy freaks. andddddddddd.after tht. i slept. haha.

ANIMALS

alright. yesterday we went out and... eat? yup. movies? wanted to but no cause xw doesnt want to. craps. but its ok. cause we tot of something else to do after awhile. we have to. its donkey's bday. hha. we went to her house. played with eye toy. played with dog. played with dolls. quite funny, dogs cute but dolls freaky. haha. i dont know why, we're always so unplanned, so -have nth to do- but we just have to meet up. im so use to it. haha. all i have to say is i still had a great time hanging arnd with all of u, meet up soon alright?

its holiday... and still i have to wake up early and go to school. thanks to 'sa'.
yet it was another story when i reached sch today. everyone thought it was suppose to a 'sa' meeting but turns out that we're having it with a 'mysterious' company, saying that they need ideas from us to shoot a high profile commercial sg-wide. well, some was pissed that they came sch for nth but not me. this a chance not to be missed. thts what i thought. the rest was even more shakened when they said that the two winners, whose ideas will be chosen, will have the tickets to 'the daughtry''s concert. sweet. well, there was only less than 15ppl and so i thought, not that hard to make the stand, i think. well, i was lucky, ideas just came flowing in my mind, so i drew a story board and explained to them visually as detaily as possible. well, didnt think my idea's really good or what, but i tried to make it simple for ppl to understand. it's a advertisment afterall. the funny thing is, they refused to tell us the brand name. whats the harm of telling us? they said not to DISTRACT us from our creative minds. HA HA. ok. get alil bit of that. well, so me and lil andrea got picked. fortunate. got our hands on the tickets, happy. " Age limit for male and female is 18!!!!!" drea shouted when she read the rules printed on the ticket. hilarious. tht only means that only i can go?! how retarded. haha. im not really into that free ticket actually, haha, i wanna get this chance, this opportunity to add this work in my portfolio. i know, its a big fat dream. cause they're still searching for alot of alternative ideas but... if..only. ha. i'll just stop there, shall not expect too much, at least i got a free ticket to a concert... which i wont go anyway if my friend who's 17 or 16, lol, can't make it through st.james door. so much for daughtry.
argh, just when i tot i can wake up late tmr, theres this grooming session for sa members. ha. kay, lets be optimistic, at least im living what life's suppose to be, filled.

Story Photography

"Dreams- Drifted Away"

PHOTOGRAPHY

had a hard time climbing

piggyback
com at beach
who's tht running back.haha.

feeding
little india
fruitstall
my house
night at bus stop
rain coat

taonan
primarysch
orange light
dawn

BACK IN TOUCH

The Animals

Weeweeee and Me
Blur for effect..haha..

3D ART

TP

Some of my classmates

Mummy Andrea
Someone stole my cap!

my internets finally stable. yes. haha.
fri, me and the animals met up. its been sooooo long since we'veseen each other. haha. whats good is we're not really that disconnected. haha. well. at least for me. im hoping to see them soon actually. thts if everyones free. so... ya.. we met up at fish'n'co that day. oh ya. it is also because they can celebrate me and donkey's bday. they got donkey a bag which she chose for herself and me a hugo perfume. n im seriously overwhelmed and surprised. although i can tell its not really obvious to them. like i said, always wanted a perfume but just cant afford one. aha. thanks ppl. so we just eat and talk like usual, everyones quite abt the same, but wee's just like in her own world. haha. crazy girl. too stressed by the mountains of assignments i guess? =x whahaha. just kidding, she's still damn irrititing when u talk to her, changed from '' ha ha '' to '' shut up la ''. real ass. after eating we decided to catch a movie, The Invasion. haha. while waiting for the movie we just hung around and slacked at some random corner near cathay. haha. oh ya, i accidently knocked juleen down while playing. SORRY. really am. ahaha. juleen's just great. she'll never get angry with u if she know its just for fun not like someone, especially when it comes to guys. f**k care. n so our meet up ended with a... erm, how many stars did wee wee gave for the movie? oh.. kay.
n so our meet up ended with a 3stars movie.. wait... ill give it a 3 and a half. hahahahha. =D
before i log out, thanks again animals... for the wonderful time and gift. meet up soon right?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! to meeee. haha. today morning i felt really sad. cause i really think tht nobody really cares. but the thing is my classmates, the close ones, at least repeatingly said happy birthdays to me. so , yea , felt alot better. and than they acc me to the games convention at suntec, its just a total bullshit over there. really boring. aside from the free kitkats they're giving out, nothings really interesting. haha. we stayed there for alittle while though, cause little andrea and wendys hooked onto tht stupid duck game on ps3. haha. after we went mac to eat. i wasnt expecting any thing from them actually, cause i kept telling them not to. but andrea and yuan still bought me the oreo cake tht i actually wanted to buy myself. it might be just a small thing but i really appreciated it. well, without them, ill be alone on my bday and giving excuses why nobody even bother. as i said, u just have to remember... or do alittle something, and ill know whos true or not. haha. fortunately i made it through this year with tons of laughters and lame jokes. thank you violent angie, small crazy andrea, mummy andrea, full of crap dion, helpful yuan and fake japanese wendy for the simple but yet the funniest bday ive had.

oh ya, doesnt mean you animals can get away with it. at least go out eat long john and sing a song or something. haha.. k. ill see u soon.

so.. things have changed alittle since last time.im closer to my friends. at least for now and i found out tht they're really helpful and fun to be with. haha. but again. more girls than guys. well, i dont really mind as long as i have friends. and haha, its always the short ones. really funny. maybe im just way too tall. nevermind.

now im working on this photography projects. and i have to tell u tht its not like what u think, no joke, really a painful process to get good pictures. especailly when ur lec's a pain in the ass. real strict. my concept is actually really hard to do, cause i have to display me in my dreams. and so u know, dreams are wierd. so the pictures shld be really unique. like waking up in the beach with a computer appearing out of nowhere near the shore, me and my friend standing on the bus stop shelter, running in the middle of the road or empty field, me in the rain gg crazy, me in a bunch of small kids and the last one is actually quite important. a potrait of my mum smiling. haha. alot of work. really. have to get the appreture, shutter speed and iso right. and freaking find the focus point. tough to be a photographer. BUT its fun.

anyway... MY BIRTHDAYS COMMING SOON. haha. no presents. ok. dont remember. not ok. so thts abt it. gotta sleep.

back to this dead and emo blog again. but this entry wont be oh so sad and crappy. soo it's gonna be boring. ha. =.=''

photography is really hard but also fun. we're now already in our final project. and fortunately enough, both my ideas are accepted by our unreasonable lecturer. phew... im doing on... ok... nevermind. i shall put post it on my blog when i finished with it. thats if its nice. haha..

i have some many things i wanna say... but im just so tired of saying it already. so... maybe next time.

it took so long for my aging com to recover that i've realized that nobody cares about it anymore, even me. today i went cycling at ecp with my classmates. it's actually the first time we really hang out tgt and i must say that its actually kinda fun. thing is i'm also kinda upset because i use to hang out with the animals at ecp but now we're just too busy to meet up. dont know why but today at ecp i just have so many things running through my mind. not only the friends i use to be close with but also some other thoughts thats just sad.

now i look at my life and the one i had before. i use to be really sad and pessimistic but im now abit more optimistic. just that..it's like im losing myself. im trying so hard to get myself busy so that i wont think of all the serenity and loneliness. my life is empty. crap.

haha. here i go again. maybe this is just a once in a while kinda feeling. going back and forth over and over again. geee. i think i shld just concentrate on my projects and stop emo-ing.

i gaze at the mesmerizing sunfall
the orange rays pouring through the bits of sparkling dust
its magical, its beautiful
as the sun cuts into the horizon
the dark shadows fill the land
if only that will stay for ever.

dead...for now.

haha. a day wasted at tp. both classes ended damn early. oh ya, theres this band playing in our sch today. its suppose to be damn nice and all but it turn out to be really noisy. the reason is because the equaliser or what ever u call the guy balancing the sound, did a really bad job, we can hardly hear the girl sing. as a result, competing with the guitar and drums, she tried singing louder but ended going off key. and its so damn bloody stupid of the ppl who set up the place.they're like playing to the wall while all of us look down from the building. but i still think tht its cool. haha. dion's suppose to be playing the base but he didnt because we had classes. well, everything ended early as i said, so he's like kinda dissapointed.

so after alfie,the lecturer, approved my idea, me and dion went ps to meet up with the drumer and guitarists.all of us was there except for one, the drummer, cause he... just broke with his gf? hahahaha, im damn evil but they told me that guy was watching movie with her gf before meeting us, the next thing you know is that she's no longer his girlfriend. sad.

so we discuss abt the songs we can play and the ones suitable for my voice. not really a serious discussion but we just talk alil abt what we can play,jamming. songs tht they chose at first were, stars-switchfoot, falls on me-fuel and set me free-velvet revolver. stars's like really boring to me actually but falls on me's ok. set me free... haha. screaming song. definately no i told the drummer. BUT just few minutes ago, i tried singing it with another voice and i can actually hit the high keys. its really a different interpretion though. but maybe ill just let them stick with set me free. whatever it is. i just cant wait to try out jamming with the band.

FINALLY... im back. alright. erm. actually this might sound stupid but nothing really happened since i last blogged. haha. erm.but im gonna be quite busy in the future. such as getting back to basketball and oh, im gonna learn how to play a guitar soon, not really tht soon , haha, during nov.right! and dion invited me in his band as the vocalist. though im not sure if things will turn out right but im sure it'll be fun. jamming time!

went out with tuna yesterday, for the first time in 4 years ? ahahhaha. we were suppose to watch diehard but the timeslots seemed to be either sold out or selling fast. so we went lido and it was the same over there. in the end we just settled at swensens for dinner. haha. we had a hard time finishing our fish n chip. but i just love the ambiance there. DARK and relaxing. hahahaha. after eating its still kinda early. tuna asked me if we shld still catch a movie or join her friends at zouk. in the end we just took another try at cathay. haha. fortunately we didnt waste our trip there. got ourselves a 1240 ticket for diehard 4.0. it started before we even got in. we were not late though, wierd. erm, movies okay, reminds me of transformer, alot of explosion and destruction on the streets.oh, n maggie q died horribly. haha. it was even better than i thought, hanging arnd with her i mean, we didnt stop talking or hang even a bit. haha. but shes alil upset abt her height after seeing me. dont worry la. u MIGHT still grow up. '' shan yi de huang yan'' =)

went zouk with weewee, jess, and jul. ALOT of ppl. my friend's right. gg there on wed night is crazy. we were squeezing ppl most of the time. so dancing is already out of the question. erm, actually we did dance alil. lol. at one corner. hahah. really wierd. actually, if we have the money to buy more drinks or maybe with less ppl arnd, this could have turn out to be alot more better. but i'd say like every other outing. i enjoyed myself. being out there rather than rotting at home is just great. haha. but clubbing... well, its just wierd tht im the only guy. kinda stress in some way. alright. jess called me this afternoon abt our next big meeting. haha. sounds really cool. but er, not easily done.

perphaps things just wont happen until u start thinkin abt it.

im super duper broke. i knew tht from the very moment i spend money like im some rich guy yesterday. hhaa. me and jing yuan spent the whole damn day at orchard. i mean it. haha. from 12.30pm to 1am. this is the first time ive almost hit $200 in just one day. aside from buying the ps3. we've done everything we can find at orchard. at least almost all of them. we sang at kbox, watched movie at cine, ate at swensens and shopped like crazy ppl. haha. there were alot of ppl shopping too, maybe its because yesterday was also the last day before the gst increases. haha, i told jingyuan tht maybe after this we'll have to eat cup noodles for a month. lol. haha, although i will never ever have the courage to check the amount i have in my bank until i get my pay, i kinda enjoyed the day with her. but this is like a once in a lifetime thing.LOL. its a very very VERY exhausting and expensive outing. i cant afford it.

theres something money cant buy, like a friend who's willing to spend a day with u.
for everything else, theres mastercard.

july's comming. yay..... erm. yay for what. oh ya. yay for having the slackiest module for this mth. not tht its nt impnt but compared to comdi and drawing essen last month, wow, its really alot better. now we hv time to do what we want to do. oh ya, its creative story telling anyway. all u have to do is to create a story of ur own. and our lecturer, alfie, is really a nice guy, i tot he was gg to be damn strict at first but he isint, in fact he's funny and entertaining. so hopefully this will be a better month..

ok, today i went out with jul, jess and monkey. finally all of us made it. but its like just some normal meet ups. they came my hs n watched this very disgusting movie called the descent. haha, luckily they didnt find it boring i think. then we went to pw to eat. i bought alot of food, haha. a american sasuage, crab meat jap salad, one burger king meal and sundae pie. gosh. damn full. like always, i enjoyed slacking arnd. talking trash and stuff. argh. n tht ass weewee ignored all my byes just now. damn. argh. till next time.