i FEEL so lazy.. extremely lazy. ARGH. im suppose to work today but then i woke up, bathed, wore my specs which already was an intention of not gg anywhere. ive never really been to work with my specs on or infact anywhere unlesss, my eyes are really in pain or something. i have been sleeping late for a couple of days since holiday started. i simply hate holidays. its just so... unhealthy. hahhaa. sigh, and im not gg for camp, the only one whos not gg. not that i want anyone to acc me with but.. ahaha. alright. for some reasons i dont see the point of gg anymore or maybe i just dont want to because of many many many reasons. i mean i can work and earn some cash instead of having lotsa fun, getting to know new people, shout like nobody cares and you know... once in a lifetime thing, well, its not exactly the same anymore. SO what am i gonna do today, i might visit the libary, get some food outside instead of the instant noodle, do some research on whatever there is to learn and.... argh, i shall just slack for today.

What is OVER is OVER. im talking abt p1. i wont be upset over it anymore. I KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR this holiday already. im gonna improve in my aftereffects and im gonna try... to finish ned. my 3d punk model. oh ya, and some project which ill shall not be actually talking abt it.. haha. so this shld cover up all the slacking. yay. finally gotten all the pics from jul, went out last fri with them, its a shame jess cldnt make it hopefully she shows up next week. haha. 

finally my year one final assignment is over... but its not exactly over if i dont pass it. sigh. never thought ill fail any of the modules. what really happened was actually my group couldnt make it for the video presentation which consists of 50% of the mark. i really feel that its kinda like my fault because as the leader not that im really one, its just the name, im suppose to push my grp members to finish before the deadline instead i was slacking pretty much. argh. in the end the editing took so long that we're still rendering the footage when other groups were presenting their vids. we're the only group.. total tragic. i felt better now though, after sholleh and the others watched our vid and gave us good comment about it. they said tht its a waste that we didnt showcase it. argh. 50%..... but we're really fortunate because everyone tried to help us, even our lecturer, he said tht he'll try to pursue the other lecs that are also marking to pass us. he's such a nice person man. nvm, its only after this that i realized that we need alot of discipline like what andrea said. athough she said that its better that we dont group with close friends next time, which i think we still shld cause we learn from our mistakes not run away from it. oh man, PLS pass us..... cause this module is freaking two mths long.... i dont wanna retake it. although we're late for submission but we did put alot of effort to do it SO plssssss. haha. ok. now for the holiday plans. alot to do and i need to find a new job. anyone has recommendations ? 

just came back from work... actually, i dont even feel lke im working today. why? cause today our supervisor wasnt there, and we had four ppl in the shop, usually theres only two. so we seriously got nothing to do. and so i had to do something to kill time off. i went shopping. WHAHHA. and guess what. i finally found the perfect bag for my mac. yay ! ok, not so perfect but its affordable for me. i can finally bring it out now. =)

 friday was lotsa fun and laughters. jess, hui and i watched .... not waterhorse... instead we watched this stupid chinese asian singapore directed not so horror film. alright. but it was NOT bad. the ending was surprisingly unexpected. hahaha, singapore made films are getting better now... not a good news to us or at least me. cause how can i change the way singapore make film when its already changing. WHAHAHA. talk like im some pro but actually just a freaking noob. oh well, tht was the movie. we laughed alot at random stuffs and... we were talkng trash too. which is what i love to do alot. hahaha. fun la. still feel bad tht they cldnt club because i didnt want to. SORRY. shall go with u'll when my mums less childish and when money fills my pocket. HAHhAAHHA.

hahaha, shldve updated this a few days earlier but i was really busy, ok, i was slacking too. anyway, went out with wee two days ago, it was great like always, we talked alot. haha, seem to have alot to talk with tht noobier. oh well, at least i have a friend. WHAHHAHAHA. i mean friend to go out with. we're meetin on fri again with jess, too bad juleen cant make it. she has night classes. hahaha. erm. i feel really bad because they wanted to club but i cldnt. for alot of reasons , particularly my mum and money. really am broke. i need to get a bag so i can blooody bring my macbk pro out. i cant wait to use it in sch. hahaha. not to show off kay. but first THE BAGGGG

THE POWER OF APPLE IN THE PALM OF MY HAND

THE RETURN OF THE BLACK ONE

Trailer...

"just imagine la"

She's black... ok, not black, dark

She's short.... yes, no kidding

She's one of us

and shes back to kick some ass, not.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DONG DONG DONG DONG DONG- drum beats.

Will the retarded animals reunite??????!!!!!

COMMING SOON in the next meet up.....

2008 MARCH...

oh boy, if this picture were not be de-saturated i think ill never post this. why? because my face was so red even my eyes were sore, i seriously cant drink. we laughed alot we crapped alot we had fun. its good when u realized that your old friends are still around, not like im saying they're dead or something. its just that i seriously feel unattached once again. i wldnt feel the way i feel now if it wasnt for that. why give me something and take it right away just when i tot i finally got it, god.havent you fool me enough yet?... i cant always just ask myself to keep moving on. its tiring and painful. ha. i shldve seen this comming, actually i sort of did. always not the ending i hope it'll be.oh well, i will not fall just yet, theres still a long way to go. not the same way i hope.

dressed up for our talkshow shoot. pretty cool. if only i can wear this all the time. i feel alot more confident. haha. have no idea why the pics so blur, 5mp sommore, what bullshit is this. ok, maybe i shaked when i took the pic.=..=''

Just when i tot i can look good in the suit and all. andrea and angie made me into a monster. styled my hair like some crazy guy, added eyeliner on my face and swing my tie sideways. oh well, the host's suppose to be a crazy retard anyway.
just sooooooo tiring sometimes....

WAHAHA. what do u know we still talk like how we use to talk on phone when we took olevels long time ago, which was why i had to retake my o's. lol. So me and hui met at at town yesterday. haha. damn hilarious, first we wanted to catch ps.i love you but we cldnt because it was sold out then bought the L.change the world tickets at the wrong timming so in the end we didnt catch anything at all. haha. thats not the most retarded part, supposedly we're out to chill. BUT we're like walking all the time, up and down cineleisure. FUN RIGHT!? hahaha. n i dont know why she kept laughing and saying things that doesnt make a single sense at all, think maybe studying in nafa's too stress? i dont know. hhaha. so in the end we just eat and eat and eat. haha. then we talked alot, updating on what we have been doing this kinda stuff. actually she talked so much more than me until she almost lost her voice, weakling. anyway, it was darn cool hanging out with her again since the last time we met dont know how many mths ago. thanks to her magical editing skills, im less uglier in the pictures but still.. argh, i think she set her cam to "only i'm pretty but others..." mode.

weewee

the smarter one

ill look much worse if this were not be edited.haha.

always laughing at random things
delicious...NOT

people who know me in school, should by now know that i just bought my vaio. its obvious because i had to carry that hideous vaio bag to school and i take extreme care of it which seems scary to some people. BUT I HAVE ABANDON IT. muahahaha. let me explain. initially i tried to convince myself that its just like mac which then turn out to be worse than my friends toshiba laptop. nvm, then it had lags and problems so i changed a new piece only after four days i bought it. YET, today, i found out an incovenient truth about my laptop. windows vista sux all the way to the core and its running on 3gb ram only eventhough i had 4gb ram in it. so, in another words, i got CHEATED. so little andrea and i went to harvey norman, gave some attitude to them and yesssss i got the refund. wow. and i tot that is impossible. soooo. all im saying is i will soon be getting... MAC BOOK PRO~~~~~~~~ weeeeee~ what can i say, i think bill gates should take a bite of the apple too.


Haha, the only thing i love about my ex-vaio is the pics that we took with it but macbook pro has this function as well so...haha, vaio still loses out in everyway.

ai yai, captain
im johnny nam~~~

shanghai noobs
it's a boy. hahah
E.T comes home...
angie becomes a furball
let meee outtttt

the tall and the short
goodbye my lousy vaio =)))
WAHAHAHA!!!!

im such a fiasco.

This is what i call funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. hahaha. This is like the very first time, a big grp of my sch mates hang out tgt. so cool, we're like all dressed up, mine's kinda simple though. haha. we spent the whole day and i mean it, we didnt even slack or stone, we watched movie, played lan, and went to he pan for the rides. the rides are freaking amazing. damn bloody fun, me and raj were like screaming at each other, hahaha. oh well, these are some of the pics angie took.

MOIsss

ugly, but the only shot of me in close up
the guys
cool right,only im in motion
i didnt know angie's taking the pic until..
Movvvvieeee

on the way to hepanwahaha! cant remb what we're looking at

we're inside when angie took this. FUN!

super high after the ride

next ride,TOP GUN, the one on the left is me, lol

haha, cny's so simple this year. just visited three of my mum's relatives. i dont know if its just me or what, but i think my mum and i are trying very hard to socialize with them. at least for me, im always the guy who sits around in their house looking at random shows played on their huge tv. oh well, its only once a year so it doesnt really matter much. today, is what i call "cny", haha, hanging out with the MOIs, erm, actually i wont call this "cny" because rajs joining us which is cool, you hardly see him outside having fun, busy guy. oh ya, just watched juno on my com yest, its a great movie but dont watch it in the cinema. haha. its a comedy that tells you alot about life. and im so captivated by some of the moments in the movie. ya.. like the conversation of juno and his dad. geee, i better go get rdy, dont wwant the guys to wait.

its cny eve!!!! but it doesnt feel like it. i watched 27 dresses with ethel today. its not bad, though i expected more because devil wears prada's really good. but katherine heigl's freaking attractive and cute. hhaha, i spent alot of money this week, seriously, dont even dare to look at my bank slip. i cant believe that i spend $80 on a shirt in topman yesterday when i already promised my mum that ill not buy any clothes more than 30 anymore. argh, im so sorry but i cldnt help it, the things tht i like are always so freaking EX !!!! argh. hopefully the angbaos will cover my expenses. not~ way too much damage done to my bank acc. cant wait for cny to end. cant wait to watch jumper and my hands on the vaio next week.

im glad...
we met each other.

this block is freaking slack but i love it. hahahahha. my mum just bought me a sony vaio which has quite similiar specs as mac book pro. haha. the only thing tht really attracted me to this vaio is actually the 4gb ram. freaking fast can. but the design aint tht nice, kinda look abit like mac though.

and thanks to dotc i made a really good friend. =) random.

DOTC was goooooooooooooooood. hahha. maybe because my groups really fun and interactive. the best thing is i got to make new friends. which is pretty awesome since i hardly get to make one. the DOTC 2 will be on the end of next mth, kinda looking foward to it, thats if i get in. haha. so for now, it'll be the major project before i become a second year moi's. haha. and i really need a better com already because i want to have a 3d character in the vid, which my com has no power to do that. it'll just die. haha. either a laptop or a desktop. but i probably get a laptop because i just upgraded my com not long ago, which is still not fast enough obviously. cny is comming really soon and im too broke to get myself new clothes to wear. this is not good. i only got myself a new skinny and a cardigan. oh yea, and a shirt. thats all~ holy shirt. shit i mean. haha. argh. ideally, i wanted three more shirts and two pairs of shorts, and recently i found out that my black jeans aints skinny anymore, its so seasoned. so i thought, i should get a new one BUT i dont have the $$$$$$$. crap. argh.. if only money will just drop down from the sky, no wait, everyone will be snatching it. correction. if only i'll just wake up one fine day in a pool of money and find myself drowning in it.

Theres nothing much i want say in this entry actually. erm, oh, todays DOTC,design orientation training camp. kinda looking foward to it but i feel really lazy today. might be the weather. anyway, just finished my 2d art module, painted this iraqi terrorist on this supersize 1x1m board with acrylic. erm, no, he's not a bad guy. get what i mean?

i am not who i am. im just trying to play along so that at least i have some sense of existence. is that what im doing...

IM SO BUSY, but having fun, IM SO NOT IN LUCK, lost my mp3, got my finger cut, banging into stuffs all the time, IM SO IN THE MOOD OF ART, erm, too bad it wont last forever, IM SO TIRED, checking out.

school has beeeeeen great. no short of work work and work. which is good, holiday almost killed me. not a bad start for 2008. but im not hoping for anything great to happen this year so... ya. erm. erm. yea. met up with jess and jul, sad wee cant make it but still, was great seeing u ppl again. haha. and thanks to jess's recommendation, im all broke. oh, she brought me to this store at hereen called Queens to get my gray skinny jeans, so that explains. and jul's gonna get it for leaving without saying bye to me anyway. WE'LL MEET AGAIN SOON, with wee along.

OH BOY. i got lotsa movies i have yet to watch!!!!!!!! gotta go. ill end this with one of the only work im proud of...

........... OK OK!! the original painting wasn't that good, i edited it with photoshop. BUT HEY. its still done by me right? This ugly creature is a villain from spiderman anyway.