wow, today i had so many people in my house. its crazy. let me count, dion, raj, greg, ben,  angie, clarrissa, aaron, wendy. yea. eight people. holyshit. amazingly it was not really hot. we had a massive ordering of mac.d which cost like alot. at first i thought it would be a bad idea to have too many people over but it was kinda fun. haha. ps3 totally took our attentions away, not the girls ofcourse. but they dont mind watching, i guess, which is cool. haha. think i should get another controller and more multiplayer games. haha. so everyone dont have to snatch the controller. 

just came back from town. was hanging out with wee and jess. watched this super gross movie called midnight meat train. the story is stupid. very dumb. anyways, we were thinking of not going out anymore. not that we're not gonna meet anymore just that we think that hanging out at someones house is alot better. jess just cant stop emphasizing about how hot my room is and that i should get aircon. damn it. you think i dont?  anyway i shall post the pics that we took weeks ago. couldnt upload them previously so... 

finally completed this with a matte painting at the back of this girl. 

feel that this is the only piece that ive really finished. feels good. =)

[Time of Extinction]

Finally got to know how to render digital painting properly. hurray!~ 

Tommy, Raj, Me, Dion, Yi Chiun, Kezia & Amanda

they're so fking adorable man~

They actually gathered infront of us when we're taking the picture.

Highlight of the day. I poked this worm and it vomited out this

disgusting green shit all of sudden. Shocked us all! like some

alien shit you see on the tv. eeeehhhhhgggghhhh~

apparently amanda wanted to save the worm but I really think 

she's torturing it. look at her. shes enjoying it! hahaha.

Took another shot on a random truck near the kangaroos. =/

wooohooo. I have always wanted to go to zoo cause the last time I went was really freaking long ago. finally got to go there. actually I was invited by our animation lecturer, Amanda, to this game talk held at zoo. Funny eh? probably its because the game has something to do with animals? who cares. Amanda is such a great person, she could only take five students with her and she chose us. I think the best thing is the admission is freeeeee. ahahaha. We only managed to see some of the animals. I really wonder if anyone can finish walking at zoo. it's just so impossible. anyway, im still feeling very very lazy. shall stop here. got dvds to watch. next time~

I FEEL LAZY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and ps3 & movies & talking trash & playing monopoly.

argh, i got slammed badly in wee's blog. so i shall not talk about WINNING monopoly anymore. lol. ok, that was childish. anyway, had alot of fun last fri with jess and wee. went back really late. and that explains why i fell sick. real sick and my late entry. yea. have been sleeping late alot, i shall start sleeping early now. sigh, falling sick is so terrible. 

FUCK. i cant upload the photos...

it's so retarded when I go back and read my emo emo entries. what the f is wrong with you man jiewen jake nam , grow up. haha. okay, so the start of a new block is overwhelmingly slacky. seriously. our first lesson of the module and the lec told us that we wont have sch for the next two days. WOW. cool. i feel lazy anyway. Actually no? i feel lazy when im being told to do something but when i'm not, i will do it. did another digi painting. this time without reference at all. well, am i glad that i could still DO it. geee. i regret not majoring in animation. oh well, i will excel in VIDEO. yea, thats the two core subject that i can choose from. anyway. im sleeping late almost all the time now. getting use to it. and erm. 

i guess life can still go on when you still have friends to laugh with =)~

alright. haha.. this is one of the few entries where i vent my .. sigh, bad bad mood. this is why i rather have a very busy busy life. Yes. I am left with a day for myself. where i have absolutely nothing to do. well, i can. but i feel lazy. So when i feel this way and that doesnt mean i feel like sleeping. i feel... like i am alone again. i just need someone, not just anyone, someone who wants to accompany me not just because i need one. i dont know what im saying anymore. i just hate this. i hate it when i start typing this here because i have no one to go to, i hate it when i make myself so sad but im not. i am just argh.. fuck it. im feeling better already. it does help.  alright. phuuuuuu. 

watched hancock on my mums birthday. funny eh? it isnt as bad as what the reviews said it was. In fact, my mum and I enjoyed it, every bit of it. Its not all boring and its kinda hilarious. Dont expect too much and watch it like any monday afternoon movies.

So...what else,  oh oh, before the movie, my mum queued up for this stupid "money not enough 2" tickets so she could get in the box of spinning money. guess what? she only managed to grab $4. what the hell, oh wells, she enjoyed it. what else can i say? haha, and ya, angie called me non stop early this morning. reason because shes just so worried and anxious to get her mac book pro. haha, so was i when i got mine, cant blame her, welcome to the family high cheek bones. 

ok, whats else is there to come? big huge ambitious long term plans in the future for me and my fellow production teams, hopefully we can do the impossible, it is singapore after all. haha, erm. and then theres sch shc shch sch sch, projects... oh boy, i seriously need social life. jess said tht we shld meet at least once a week, how sweet. haha, yea, we shld before i really turn into a geek which wee has already been calling me. alright, lets pray. LOL. god o mighty, make my life more interesting... you know what i mean, amen. dont get me wrong, im still a free thinker. lol. oh ya, before i go, finished one of my digital paintings, shall show u guys. till next time =)

Some international actress

oh god, i have neglected my LIFE. hahaha. dont worry monkey donkey barney lala poh twinkie winky & deepshit, ill meet u on fri. lol. *terms and conditions apply. JOKE. what has happened since i last updated?  nothing much. work work work. oh, currently working on a 3d face on my own. pretty tricky thing to understand. haha. 

okay, i have nothing to talk about already. haha, gotta go back to work. later~

Reason why i am so busy for the past few weeks shall be revealed! Work? obviously, what else can i be busy with. Anyways the works below are meant to be scary. I did the storyboard and animatics for this story but what i post here are mainly the mood boards and posters. All painted in photoshop by me =) I love photoshop laaaa~

The very first painted mood board.

She is actually looking at the ghost. Explains why now?

And.. oh? she's already dead. haha

Thanks to him. My friend added the text to make it look like its a movie poster. Cool hur~

I drew and painted this. not fake! lol.

Okay okay, basically thats about it for the project, for my own work. I did a digital painting on my mac's track pad on my previous drawing of jessica alba. HOT woman. hahaha. First attempt to really add colors to a sketch in photoshop. Not that bad actually. haha. Did a few different kind of painting. I know i know, i have too much time to spare. I actually have alot more things to do. Movies, dvds, games, friends, dvds, games, movies, projects, projects, mind mapping, conceptualizing, projects again, movies, dvds, sleep, conceptualizing again, story development, finish the first kour project, continue modeling 3d character and... yea. It revolves around these random things. TIME IS JUST NOT ENOUGH. Oh oh. okok, take a look at the JESSICA ALBA IN BIKINI PAINTED PICTURE =D !

Double click to see the whole shit in FULL resolution pls. =)

HAVE been really really ...really busy. so busy that i dont even know that its already the end of the month. work is killing me. dont get it wrong, i enjoy my work but i feel that i have very little time of my own. my poor ps3 is so covered with dust and ill never ever get to know new ppl. darn. i just dont have that much time anymore. guess what, im typing this in class, might not even have the time to update when i go back home, i probably get stuck in the workload again and neglect everything else.

it'll will be good if there is just that someone.

okay, i finally have the time and mood to update. well, lets see, lets talk abt fun, erm, not exactly fun but the part of my life where i relax with my friend. went out with jess and wee last week. just hung arnd orchard. talking cock. i had to go home early and they were complaning like bitches. hahaha. still, i went home. haha. recently, i met up with wee again. suposedly we're suppose to watch kunfu panda. but ended up not watching it because its sold out. not only for tht day but also for sat and sun. gawd. isit so hard to watch a retarded children's panda cartoon movie??? i dont care. NEXT WEEK I WILL WATCH IT !!!!

lets talk abt sch and work. erm, sch is definately not exicting but still i prepher sch than holiday. at least im occupied. haha. too occupied i must say. no time for GTA!!!!, dvds and other slacks. we've finally shot the jump scene at the carpark near pungoh? went there three times and so unfortunate for us to have all the threee times raining. the third time which was yesterday, we hecked. went ahead and shot it. after that we're soaked and dirty. hell, kind god, pls dont cry next time when we shoot. its a torture. 

haha.the team. kour

i dont wear ties, its for the shoot, dont mind wearing though. haha

the scary jump

the sleep over.

andrea, me and angie
fascinated with what the lenses can do and andrea.... nvm.
the extreme shot~~~~
too bad we didnt manage to capture this in the vid

The dangerous jump that didnt seem to be that high on the video. hahaha. i was wet all the way down anyways. tht explains why my hair looks shitly flat and i shouldnt havecut my hair. darn!

no point updating at the moment..

when weewee called me and told me that shes back. i cldnt believe that it has already been a week. wow. im so not having a holiday. read the previous entry. i really need to go out. *hint biatch* i know i know, i always say i wanna hang out but then back out the last min. what a bastard i can be sometimes. well, things just get into my way... at the last min most of the time. it seems to me that weewee is rotting badly at home after she came back from heaven of fluffy clouds and prince charming boy... or sometimes girl.. or sometimes... it. what? its thailand. this is their culture right. at least she came back as a girl, untouched and with my BELT. oright. she bought one thts identical to hers...okay. nvm.

yesterday, andrea, ben and dion stayed over at my place. watched movies until it hits 5am. and for the first time im actually not tired. haha, andrea says that my room wld be perfect with a.c. ohhh god... and i know that! its hell in my room. burning hot. u'll get all sticky and sweaty. i so want to get a.c for my room.... argh.... i wld go home everyday without my mum calling me back every hour on phone if i have one. ok, shall stop with the complaining.

while waiting to enter zouk...

still waiting...

i feel bad, always spoiling the shot. tsk

weewee's hot DJ, she claims

find me if you can~

look wht happened when we went off. lucky us.

finally, a smile with teeths

im so freaking busy. haha. ok. i know i kept mentioning it but i AM. hahaha. erm. i think i need a social life. i have to get to know new people. sigh, not an easy task. so. i got the ugly pictures of me clubbing with hui, jess and jul last sat. so ill shall talk alil abt tht slimy, sweaty and tight experience i had. haha. disgusting right? i guess u just have to get use to it if u wanna club. like i expected, we had to squeeze the hell out of us to... whatever there is to be done, walking... dancing... jumping.... talking.... yea. u have to get let close, like skin to skin to do all of tht. the worse was to get out from the dance floor. jul wasnt feeling well and she wanted to go to the toilet, so i brought her out from the floor. god damn. one step took like 3mins each. do the math. i wont say that it was bad. im not a clubbing type. seriously. haha. but still it was still fascinating looking at hui and jess dance, bounce, twitch erm.. yea, that kinda stuff non-stop and still enjoying it. amazing. wonder women. jul isnt abnormal afterall? LOL. actually come to think of it, it was tht bitchy wee who wanted me to go so badly... she owe me big time. she better come back with my thai made belt or else thats it. WAHHAHA. like im so important hur?

okay, im suppose to update the entry for last sat night. apparently charlie's angel didnt send me the pictures. so i wont update until i get the pictures. 

for now. im just gonna talk abt current affairs. IM FREAKING BUSY. its holiday but its worse than having sch. ok. as long as i'm having fun. have to do a jump shoot with the kour production. then i have to finish modeling one human head by the end of this holiday. what else. oh. story boarding with dion. script for sigg. what else, arh, cant remember, theres just something else. omg. so busy. oh well. but its cool. just hope crewsade and kour wont clash into each other. schedules tight as hell. I HAVE NO TIME TO PLAY GTA. talk abt getting a gf. pruuufff. cant get one with time anyway, no diff. =..='' 

okay. i have dragged way to long to update this entry. As a result i have forgotten most of what i wanted to type. erm... Oh. went out with weewee last sat, as usual. we were doing our assignments at ecp's starbucks. She takes forever to finish coloring her birds. Hopefully shes done with it already. We did not meet this week because ... well, lets just say we didnt plan it. what else did i do for the past few weeks. OH. right. IRONMAN. watched it with my coursemates. Its a kickass movie. not bad at all for a marvel movie. might even be one of the best. 

my posture is soooo retarded

inside the lift. we just had to take one inside...

ben and i's about to kick some ass.

can you believe it. a guy wrote a song for my bitchy buddy. a guy who doesnt even know who she is. weewee u lucky ass. i dont even have anyone to do anything for. she said ' you have to find your own happiness' well, finding happiness isint easy at all. dont even know where to start with. haha. happiness can you just appear out from somewhere and happinize me for once in my life. i'll deeply appreciate it.