you look at me.
i laugh.
i joke.
i'm happy
i look at myself in the mirror.
i hate.
i despise.
i'm sad.

i have no faith in myself anymore.

=( !!!! my mum don't wanna sign a new contract with singtel... that means i'll have to pay the retail price for the freaking phone i want. F--K~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ sigh. i dont really blame her actually. $19.90 a month? thats really too much. besides she don't really need a handphone so what for get a new line. but im really upset because i cant get a new phone right away. and guess what ? since i sold my 7610. i'll have to use back that old... dying... piece of crap... 3100. yet, this piece of crap stayed with me for 4years... its darn powerfull man. if you guys realise this. phone now adays got so many problems. at first.. its all good and new. then after a few months of using it. it starts screaming '' IM SICK . BRING ME TO THE SERVICE CENTRE '' this kinda crap. yet.. i cant stand bringing this powerfull 3100 out. its really embarrassing. argh. so damn vexed now. phuuuuuuuuuu. or should i just get a cheap phone. save up the $500 and buy a XBOX !!!!!!! but... i'll have to sell my ps2. if not my mum will start nagging about having too many consoles and not concentrating on my studies bla bla bla. aiya. think i'll just save up $200 more to get a n73 without contract. but not now. will only do that after the price dropssssssssss. im out.

i just sold my precious 7610. i have never thought of selling it. really. cause im satisfied with the functions and everything. but i had no other choice because something was wrong it. geee. something's wrong with me too. think im addicted to selling things. first it was my psp , games , dvds and now this. nvm that. my only worry now is what phone i should really get. since my psp's not with me already. i'll need a mp3 phone. n73 and w850i...WHICH ONE? i know i know. i should get sony walkman phone since its related to a music player. but the thing is.. i dont trust other brands except for nokia. yet sony's got the real package. it comes with a one gig mem and as for n73 just a 128mb shiat ? ARGHHHH. this is mind blowin. fk! if theres no fault in my 7610, i may even have the money to get one bloody xbox. ARGGGGHHHH. im going to scream this blog down soon... so im out.

ITS REALLY ALIVE NOW
but i prephered the previous skin i've changed. darn!

ITS ALIVE BUT
theres some problemo with it. darn.

dying blog.....