with it flash before my eyes

i still stood where my feet lies

never have i been so lifted

and at the same time so lost

my bottle is half filled for...

you are my runaway answer.

life is beautiful if you believe in god.

I am tired of internship. really really bored with it. i find no purpose to wake up early just to end up trying really hard to find something to do like i'm desperate for it. things that... well, has really nothing much to do with my course. for instance. making coffee. which i do lesser now but nonetheless i feel like theres so much more that i can be. but yest. b kinda enlightened me with words that ive once told her "internship is about shit jobs and you just have digest it and get it over with". yea. I hate it when I predict the right things.

i have never been happier

never been feel life's meaning right until now... =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jKMs0Ubam_w

"...the last time god lost faith in us, he sent a flood. This time, he send angels..."

she "prayed" to the cake for at least 2mins

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!

it is pretty funny how i think this is the first time in close to 21 years of my life that i am celebrating my mum's bday. i decided to make spaghetti for my mum along with mushroom soup. Something simple. B bought flowers for my mum. She plucked out all the thorns on the roses before giving it to her. so SWEET. never fail to make me =). she was really encouraging, making sure this day will be special for her. and it was. we also took pictures with B's polaroid camera.

it was simple

it was just the three of us

it was nothing fanciful

it didn't cost alot

but it was the best...

a day my mum have always dreamed of.

and a scene that ive always imagined.

a scene of having a dinner with the ones that i loved. like a family.

never seen her smile and laugh like this. so real...

i know you will say that it's all because of me

but still...

thank you b.