how complexing our mind can be sometimes
helps us detect love and hate
yet confuses us with contradictions
all that we've been through
whether if its sadness or happiness
becomes part of our memory
not to be forgotten
as time passes by
we've all changed
and so should my mind too
so its time for me to..
move on.

wahhaa. and i thought i knew who that person is. how embarassing. well. why hide, just let me know who u are. junior?? erm.. since you've already told me that. why not tell me who u are??? i wont bite. lol .ok. lame.
was very sick yesterday. but it sure was fun. after the stupid event. we separated with hui and her bf. then xiwei treated all of us to kbox. so generous right? but its also because he's gg into ns next week. aww. we're gonna miss u pighead. lol. thanks for the treat again.
my examination is comming soon. think ill TRY to revise my maths and read more english books. sigh. think its gonna be boring today. i just came back from tution. and just look at the time. 1.15 !? geee. what am i gg to do for the rest of the day. hope gx think of something to do later. if not im just gg to slack until the evening and end the day at the court.

WHAHAHAHAHA. i made a fool out of myself again. but at least i gain some meaningless experience from it. well. it was'nt that bad. at least i tried. sign. i dont get it. people that got the looks or talent shld be given another shot if they failed their first try out. its really a waste. im not refering to myself. well, maybe we're just not the lucky batch . 10hours of bbq-ing ourself under the hot sizzling sun and all we get is a minute of shame. its not really that embarrassing or what. but they shld at least give us some respect and some meaningful comment. darn. they just freaking light the sign and out we go. leaving us nothing but doubt. is'it bad or good? is'it because of this or what ? fuck. they're so freaking rude. geeeee. im never ever gonna participate in such stupid event unless im real confident. waste of my time. but juleen, u got the talent, dont waste it. same goes for monkey. i think both of u can make it through. just dont be nervous because they dont give a damn abt your feelings. mfs. good luck to both of you. make the rest of the animals PROUD ! FIGHTING ! crap. okok. i gtg bath and all. im out.