WHAHAHAHAHA. i made a fool out of myself again. but at least i gain some meaningless experience from it. well. it was'nt that bad. at least i tried. sign. i dont get it. people that got the looks or talent shld be given another shot if they failed their first try out. its really a waste. im not refering to myself. well, maybe we're just not the lucky batch . 10hours of bbq-ing ourself under the hot sizzling sun and all we get is a minute of shame. its not really that embarrassing or what. but they shld at least give us some respect and some meaningful comment. darn. they just freaking light the sign and out we go. leaving us nothing but doubt. is'it bad or good? is'it because of this or what ? fuck. they're so freaking rude. geeeee. im never ever gonna participate in such stupid event unless im real confident. waste of my time. but juleen, u got the talent, dont waste it. same goes for monkey. i think both of u can make it through. just dont be nervous because they dont give a damn abt your feelings. mfs. good luck to both of you. make the rest of the animals PROUD ! FIGHTING ! crap. okok. i gtg bath and all. im out.