just got my ps3. and its pretty much the same. im happy abt it. yet not really excited. its kinda ironic. cause.. when i first got my psone, i was darn into it. then come ps2, woah. it was all but enjoyment. but for ps3 its just a lil flat. for all of these that made it happened, that ive realised now, isint actually the next gen consoles.. but that somebody, anybody, around, whether if the persons just looking at u or playing with u, it just feels good.. now thts diff.. william actually came back three days ago, the timming was good because i just got my ps3, although its just one pathetic game cause i didnt have enuff money to buy a few more, it was still great. pure enjoyment, and the funny part is, its a single player game. we just took turns, cursing at each other when the car crashed like a million times. sigh. now he's gone, again? haha. but im not really sad either, i mean, im just trying to make a point here. and it also struck me that hui once said that why do i need a console, i could have a better use of that money, maybe im just so bored and had nothing better else to do but to go right home everyday and lock myself up in the room, pressing the controller like some freak for hours... well, shes right~ most of it. i love consoles, but the reason i buy it is simple, i dont have any more activities to keep myself busy. i just have to find one , myself, alone, and try to always be optimistic by keeping myself with things to do. thats my kinda life, still. ps3 can be fun, but it cant talk to me, make me feel better when im sad or laugh at my jokes.. im just upset.. of the limitations of connections i have. in the end, it always hit me right back, like a cycle, the feeling of loneliness..

laughters, screams and cheers filled the air
so glad to be one of them
soon it fades
everyone spread to their close ones
each hooked on to one another
i was left behind
im not alone, how can i be?
we just laughed and cheered
but why?
deep down i hear the cries of pain..

FINALLY i have time to update. it really.. REALLY has been a tiring week for me. frankly speaking i have never ever done so much work in my life before. i stayed up to 2am to do my projects almost everyday. unbelievable man. wow.however, i still tried to have some time set aside for leisure. Met up with monkey and blacky last friday. it was a simple outing. we just had dinner at one of the res at ms. haha. juleen, as usual, made us laugh like hell. what will we do without u hur? sometimes ure even funnier than clowns. geeeee. im mean. WA HA HA. ok. i need to go have my dinner already. shall be back with more ''intresting'' stories of my life. stay tune~

alright, surprising hur? i mean, i just wrote in a entry yesterday n here i am writing another one. usually takes more than 2 days to see another one. okay. lets start of with the class at boat quek. haha. its really embarassing actually, i made the whole class wait 30mins for me. why wait for me? cause im something like a repesentitive for the class n IM LATE. so much for responsibility, geee. i dont even want to be in this position, im simply unlucky. damn, they actually prank call me when im on the way there, someone trying to sound like one angry teacher over the phone, get the idea? yea, i fell for it. good job. lol. and then we walk to boat quek as a grp, met up with mdm tia, the person incharge, great and cheerful lecturer infact, got some tips and started drawing? haha. i seriously hate drawing landscapes la. wah piang. I HATE DRAWING LINES. nvm. after tht, some of us went off and had lunch together. and i ended up in monkeys house, really missed her house alot, haha, if u're reading this, stop giggling. ok, u wont. but at least, u know. she tought me some skills of exploiting the function of photoshop and we had a few of stupid games. i cant stay there for long cause i have a movie to catch with kel and all, SPIDERMAN 3.

ok. maybe i had expected too much, u know? trailers always do tht. ok, cause im a huge fan of spidey, this 3rd installation was really a twist, a bad one. the story has too many characters in it, everything seems to be so jumpy, like the pace of the movie speeds up alil here and there. the logistical sense isint there. well, simply the plot and the script has a huge imperfection, and it could be much better if they'd just follow the origin of the comic books. well, i have no say in this cause im just one of the million audience. the good part is, haha, the visual effects pretty much satisfied what i was looking foward to. the fake jumps to the air, the unpropotional gravity swinging and overly strained glossiness is now erased. good job to the visual team. hhaa. the action , like many of the fight scences were extreamly incredible. but the design of the villians and spiderman still a problem. guess they're just too lazy to redesign the black costume so they decided to just pour it over with black ink. overall rating, 4 out of 5. might be a 3&1/2 if im not into spiderman. i hope for a better script on the 4th one '' if there is'' thts all for today. GTG SLEEP. till next time.

alright. finally another entry from me, it was a extremly busy week for me, yea, first week at sch too. everything seems to be ... fine... alil bit toooo fine. i hope i wont end up calling it bored. after a few days at sch, i found out how tiring this could be. seriously, u have task, research and major projects to stress on, every single day. from '' oh so bored. have nth else to do'' holidays to ''holyshit,all im enjoying pretty much now is sleeping'' sch life. okay. but at least im studying something tht i'd be intrested in..soon.. not now. geee. lectures now have NTH to do with moving image. maybe in some ways but sigh, its gonna be tough for the first yr. i hope i can get thru it somehow. currently , im working on a project called ''design icons/iconic designs'' , ive choosen spiderman and starbucks. haha. wierd hur? but anyhow, we need to do this collage of the icons we've choosen n geee, its darn difficult. putting pictures of different kind into one, messy but artilistic. shit. nvm, im gonna gather all the skills i can find n do the best i can. monkey's gonna teach me some basics of photoshop, so ill have to thank her for this. hopefully, ill get a pass, nooo, get myself at least a satisfying grade.

monkey's blog has this movie rating system gg on. haha. therefore,... u know, following the footsteps of the oh mighty short one. ok,seriously, i have this movie i wanna share and talk abt. its not a new movie cause i'd watched it from a dvd. its actually called '' blood diamond '' i know i know, it must be a stupid action kinda movie, im sure many of u guys seen the poster, so the impression is there, LAME, but in fact, in the opposite way , since ive seen it, ITS ... great. absolutely, WITHOUT any exception , one of the best movie ive seen. its not just a dumb frictional movie, its actually still happening out there,FACT. ppl suffering because of some stupid diamond. dont get it wrong, its nt a documentary like an incovenient truth. ill say , maybe girls will watch it because of leonardo dicprio and guys'd rather see some alien freak show, but this is one of the many important movies we must watch, haha. im like so into it.. but after u watch it, ull know how safe and lucky we are. ok,not gonna go on,just gonna say tht its ''spectacular, exciting and stunningly well made'' -david denby, THE NEW YORKER... so its worth watching. ill give it, 4 & 1/2 stars. =D GEEEE. monkey , seeee, im better at reviewing movies, u shld hire me for ur blog's future in the movie segment. lol.

OK. I SHLD BE SLEEPING. still have to go boat quey tmr ..... to draw? shit. ill see ya again, dear blog.