back to this dead and emo blog again. but this entry wont be oh so sad and crappy. soo it's gonna be boring. ha. =.=''

photography is really hard but also fun. we're now already in our final project. and fortunately enough, both my ideas are accepted by our unreasonable lecturer. phew... im doing on... ok... nevermind. i shall put post it on my blog when i finished with it. thats if its nice. haha..

i have some many things i wanna say... but im just so tired of saying it already. so... maybe next time.

it took so long for my aging com to recover that i've realized that nobody cares about it anymore, even me. today i went cycling at ecp with my classmates. it's actually the first time we really hang out tgt and i must say that its actually kinda fun. thing is i'm also kinda upset because i use to hang out with the animals at ecp but now we're just too busy to meet up. dont know why but today at ecp i just have so many things running through my mind. not only the friends i use to be close with but also some other thoughts thats just sad.

now i look at my life and the one i had before. i use to be really sad and pessimistic but im now abit more optimistic. just that..it's like im losing myself. im trying so hard to get myself busy so that i wont think of all the serenity and loneliness. my life is empty. crap.

haha. here i go again. maybe this is just a once in a while kinda feeling. going back and forth over and over again. geee. i think i shld just concentrate on my projects and stop emo-ing.

i gaze at the mesmerizing sunfall
the orange rays pouring through the bits of sparkling dust
its magical, its beautiful
as the sun cuts into the horizon
the dark shadows fill the land
if only that will stay for ever.

dead...for now.

haha. a day wasted at tp. both classes ended damn early. oh ya, theres this band playing in our sch today. its suppose to be damn nice and all but it turn out to be really noisy. the reason is because the equaliser or what ever u call the guy balancing the sound, did a really bad job, we can hardly hear the girl sing. as a result, competing with the guitar and drums, she tried singing louder but ended going off key. and its so damn bloody stupid of the ppl who set up the place.they're like playing to the wall while all of us look down from the building. but i still think tht its cool. haha. dion's suppose to be playing the base but he didnt because we had classes. well, everything ended early as i said, so he's like kinda dissapointed.

so after alfie,the lecturer, approved my idea, me and dion went ps to meet up with the drumer and guitarists.all of us was there except for one, the drummer, cause he... just broke with his gf? hahahaha, im damn evil but they told me that guy was watching movie with her gf before meeting us, the next thing you know is that she's no longer his girlfriend. sad.

so we discuss abt the songs we can play and the ones suitable for my voice. not really a serious discussion but we just talk alil abt what we can play,jamming. songs tht they chose at first were, stars-switchfoot, falls on me-fuel and set me free-velvet revolver. stars's like really boring to me actually but falls on me's ok. set me free... haha. screaming song. definately no i told the drummer. BUT just few minutes ago, i tried singing it with another voice and i can actually hit the high keys. its really a different interpretion though. but maybe ill just let them stick with set me free. whatever it is. i just cant wait to try out jamming with the band.

FINALLY... im back. alright. erm. actually this might sound stupid but nothing really happened since i last blogged. haha. erm.but im gonna be quite busy in the future. such as getting back to basketball and oh, im gonna learn how to play a guitar soon, not really tht soon , haha, during nov.right! and dion invited me in his band as the vocalist. though im not sure if things will turn out right but im sure it'll be fun. jamming time!