holiday... fk it. i wanna go back to sch.. i need something to do. something that can keep me away from.. what i dont want to become. a ghost. a very unhappy one. argh.. have to keep myself busy. must.
today's a really disappointing and... you can see that its rainning-day. was suppose to go out BUT, fk that, instead i did some good i bought the juice my mum wanted me to get. so that was at parkway, and hell, it changed alot. borders? since when. but wow, it sure looks alot better than mph. so i walked arnd and like what will always happen, ill find myself in topshop. noooooo. i shouldnt have lead myself there... so many nice things to buy..... arghh... now i cant help but know that i will have to save another stack of money, come back and give it to them for some stupid clothes. the forgotten topshop has once again invade my mind for money. just kill me. maybe you'll see me in the newspaper, headline "tall skinny man failed to rob DBS bank, biggest loser ever"

i had enough with you once. i let it go. but for the second time... im done with you. i should've known. treasure this pathetic friendship or pissoff.

thanks to donkey's encouraging erm.. words. i shall keep u webby, for now. haha. FINALLY its over. animation is over! yet, im already missing it. its damn bloody fun. its not really impressive but i tried my best for some of the assignments , especially for the last one, ofcourse. and todays we had to present our short clips of animation that have both 3d and 2d in it. althought i did said that i put efforts in this, i slept early? amazing. and i finished it just in time. as in really in time. suppose to hand it up on 3pm. and i finished it right on time.... AT HOME. so i cabbed to sch. i wasnt really rushing because... i know everyone would be late. know why? cause the rendering time almost killed us. so u cant blame us. blame the extremely slow computers. haha. and so the lecturer played everyone's work in the thetre. unfortunately the com was corrupted and many of our work went terribly wrong, erm, mine wasnt affected because i had a different file. so mine played smoothly. i was quite happy that most of them understood the story, thats all i care. oh well. cant wait to do more after the holiday. cant u believe that? i rather not have holidays. BUT i gotta admit, IM SKINNIER.holy f. serious. animating can be so time consuming and fraustrating sometimes that u skipped lunch and dinner not even knowing it. worst of all is u get stressed not only mentally but physically. oh well. thts what this meaningless holiday is about. erm, not really actually. ill get to see my old friends. =)

HOLIDAYS COMMING. XMAS'S COMMING. so? anyway, had quite alot of things to... not quite alot.. is moutains of things to do so that explains this very late entry which doesnt matter since its pretty close-down already. BUT.. i shldnt give up on you webby shld i? well, nvm that. at least i can come back once in a while to crap. so, erm, what changes are there. nothing much. doing animation fundamentals now, kinda intresting, which makes things more complicated, video or animation? argh. and my guitar's covered with a thin layer of dust already, still i improved a tiny little... bit compared to last time. ps3! got a new game, finally ~ was it the right game, hell yeah. at first its kinda stupid but then i got addicted to it. i was force to stop playing only when my controller went of out batt. hows that. hahaha. its that good. oh yea, its called assassin's creed anyway, argh, like anyone knows. erm erm erm.... just cant wait for holidays to come, earn some money, know alil bit more abt guitar, get a new ps3 game for xmas, erm erm, maybe will do some research on 3d animation... erm erm erm...go out ofcourse... erm erm...watch movies (at the theatre) erm erm, what else, eat more, get fat, erm erm... get new clothes (thats if i have money). wow. seems like i have alot to do but it always end up to be... really horrible. like last year, oh god, dont remind me of that christmas. better be good this year you fat, slimy, red, hairy white, hohoho-bastard... or at least, not alone. =..=''