holiday... fk it. i wanna go back to sch.. i need something to do. something that can keep me away from.. what i dont want to become. a ghost. a very unhappy one. argh.. have to keep myself busy. must.
today's a really disappointing and... you can see that its rainning-day. was suppose to go out BUT, fk that, instead i did some good i bought the juice my mum wanted me to get. so that was at parkway, and hell, it changed alot. borders? since when. but wow, it sure looks alot better than mph. so i walked arnd and like what will always happen, ill find myself in topshop. noooooo. i shouldnt have lead myself there... so many nice things to buy..... arghh... now i cant help but know that i will have to save another stack of money, come back and give it to them for some stupid clothes. the forgotten topshop has once again invade my mind for money. just kill me. maybe you'll see me in the newspaper, headline "tall skinny man failed to rob DBS bank, biggest loser ever"

i had enough with you once. i let it go. but for the second time... im done with you. i should've known. treasure this pathetic friendship or pissoff.