Wednesday, March 26, 2008

i FEEL so lazy.. extremely lazy. ARGH. im suppose to work today but then i woke up, bathed, wore my specs which already was an intention of not gg anywhere. ive never really been to work with my specs on or infact anywhere unlesss, my eyes are really in pain or something. i have been sleeping late for a couple of days since holiday started. i simply hate holidays. its just so... unhealthy. hahhaa. sigh, and im not gg for camp, the only one whos not gg. not that i want anyone to acc me with but.. ahaha. alright. for some reasons i dont see the point of gg anymore or maybe i just dont want to because of many many many reasons. i mean i can work and earn some cash instead of having lotsa fun, getting to know new people, shout like nobody cares and you know... once in a lifetime thing, well, its not exactly the same anymore. SO what am i gonna do today, i might visit the libary, get some food outside instead of the instant noodle, do some research on whatever there is to learn and.... argh, i shall just slack for today.

Sunday, March 23, 2008






What is OVER is OVER. im talking abt p1. i wont be upset over it anymore. I KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR this holiday already. im gonna improve in my aftereffects and im gonna try... to finish ned. my 3d punk model. oh ya, and some project which ill shall not be actually talking abt it.. haha. so this shld cover up all the slacking. yay. finally gotten all the pics from jul, went out last fri with them, its a shame jess cldnt make it hopefully she shows up next week. haha. 

Thursday, March 20, 2008

finally my year one final assignment is over... but its not exactly over if i dont pass it. sigh. never thought ill fail any of the modules. what really happened was actually my group couldnt make it for the video presentation which consists of 50% of the mark. i really feel that its kinda like my fault because as the leader not that im really one, its just the name, im suppose to push my grp members to finish before the deadline instead i was slacking pretty much. argh. in the end the editing took so long that we're still rendering the footage when other groups were presenting their vids. we're the only group.. total tragic. i felt better now though, after sholleh and the others watched our vid and gave us good comment about it. they said tht its a waste that we didnt showcase it. argh. 50%..... but we're really fortunate because everyone tried to help us, even our lecturer, he said tht he'll try to pursue the other lecs that are also marking to pass us. he's such a nice person man. nvm, its only after this that i realized that we need alot of discipline like what andrea said. athough she said that its better that we dont group with close friends next time, which i think we still shld cause we learn from our mistakes not run away from it. oh man, PLS pass us..... cause this module is freaking two mths long.... i dont wanna retake it. although we're late for submission but we did put alot of effort to do it SO plssssss. haha. ok. now for the holiday plans. alot to do and i need to find a new job. anyone has recommendations ? 

Saturday, March 15, 2008






just came back from work... actually, i dont even feel lke im working today. why? cause today our supervisor wasnt there, and we had four ppl in the shop, usually theres only two. so we seriously got nothing to do. and so i had to do something to kill time off. i went shopping. WHAHHA. and guess what. i finally found the perfect bag for my mac. yay ! ok, not so perfect but its affordable for me. i can finally bring it out now. =)
 friday was lotsa fun and laughters. jess, hui and i watched .... not waterhorse... instead we watched this stupid chinese asian singapore directed not so horror film. alright. but it was NOT bad. the ending was surprisingly unexpected. hahaha, singapore made films are getting better now... not a good news to us or at least me. cause how can i change the way singapore make film when its already changing. WHAHAHA. talk like im some pro but actually just a freaking noob. oh well, tht was the movie. we laughed alot at random stuffs and... we were talkng trash too. which is what i love to do alot. hahaha. fun la. still feel bad tht they cldnt club because i didnt want to. SORRY. shall go with u'll when my mums less childish and when money fills my pocket. HAHhAAHHA.

Thursday, March 13, 2008


hahaha, shldve updated this a few days earlier but i was really busy, ok, i was slacking too. anyway, went out with wee two days ago, it was great like always, we talked alot. haha, seem to have alot to talk with tht noobier. oh well, at least i have a friend. WHAHHAHAHA. i mean friend to go out with. we're meetin on fri again with jess, too bad juleen cant make it. she has night classes. hahaha. erm. i feel really bad because they wanted to club but i cldnt. for alot of reasons , particularly my mum and money. really am broke. i need to get a bag so i can blooody bring my macbk pro out. i cant wait to use it in sch. hahaha. not to show off kay. but first THE BAGGGG

Saturday, March 08, 2008

THE POWER OF APPLE IN THE PALM OF MY HAND

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

THE RETURN OF THE BLACK ONE
Trailer...
"just imagine la"
She's black... ok, not black, dark
She's short.... yes, no kidding
She's one of us
and shes back to kick some ass, not.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DONG DONG DONG DONG DONG- drum beats.
Will the retarded animals reunite??????!!!!!
COMMING SOON in the next meet up.....
2008 MARCH...

Saturday, March 01, 2008


oh boy, if this picture were not be de-saturated i think ill never post this. why? because my face was so red even my eyes were sore, i seriously cant drink. we laughed alot we crapped alot we had fun. its good when u realized that your old friends are still around, not like im saying they're dead or something. its just that i seriously feel unattached once again. i wldnt feel the way i feel now if it wasnt for that. why give me something and take it right away just when i tot i finally got it, god.havent you fool me enough yet?... i cant always just ask myself to keep moving on. its tiring and painful. ha. i shldve seen this comming, actually i sort of did. always not the ending i hope it'll be.oh well, i will not fall just yet, theres still a long way to go. not the same way i hope.
dressed up for our talkshow shoot. pretty cool. if only i can wear this all the time. i feel alot more confident. haha. have no idea why the pics so blur, 5mp sommore, what bullshit is this. ok, maybe i shaked when i took the pic.=..=''
Just when i tot i can look good in the suit and all. andrea and angie made me into a monster. styled my hair like some crazy guy, added eyeliner on my face and swing my tie sideways. oh well, the host's suppose to be a crazy retard anyway.
just sooooooo tiring sometimes....