oh boy, if this picture were not be de-saturated i think ill never post this. why? because my face was so red even my eyes were sore, i seriously cant drink. we laughed alot we crapped alot we had fun. its good when u realized that your old friends are still around, not like im saying they're dead or something. its just that i seriously feel unattached once again. i wldnt feel the way i feel now if it wasnt for that. why give me something and take it right away just when i tot i finally got it, god.havent you fool me enough yet?... i cant always just ask myself to keep moving on. its tiring and painful. ha. i shldve seen this comming, actually i sort of did. always not the ending i hope it'll be.oh well, i will not fall just yet, theres still a long way to go. not the same way i hope.

dressed up for our talkshow shoot. pretty cool. if only i can wear this all the time. i feel alot more confident. haha. have no idea why the pics so blur, 5mp sommore, what bullshit is this. ok, maybe i shaked when i took the pic.=..=''

Just when i tot i can look good in the suit and all. andrea and angie made me into a monster. styled my hair like some crazy guy, added eyeliner on my face and swing my tie sideways. oh well, the host's suppose to be a crazy retard anyway.
just sooooooo tiring sometimes....