jake's blog is officially dying. Probably breathing rapidly for its last. I really lost passion in all online chores. Facebook, msn and blogging seem to tire me alot. I probably will reboot the whole thing again if I blog with pictures. Thing is. I got nothing to take with. 2.0mp camera on my phone is not really motivating. I am bored to death. I feel like I've lost all passion for awhile.

It's scary, really. I mean how can I want to do so many things at the same time yet feel like doing nothing at all. I told myself, ok, thats it. I am going to rest after fyp. In my room, on my bed, I sat there watching my tv of the movies I downloaded. I enjoy some. Then I felt wasted after 10mins. I say, why not finish my fyp, I opened my editing software and then I give a long long let out "geeeeeeeeeeeeee..." n I closed it within my next blink.

The only thing that I'll never be sick of is making b happy. But that, I'm not very good at. Yet she can always count on me when she needs me. Ahhhh, my only joy. She doesn't know just a extra laugh triggered by me really, really makes my day. Sometimes I wish the only thing that can make her happy is me. But well, can never rid selfish thoughts from human minds. Just want to say, I'm glad we're going smooth and what is ahead will be better. Because you know I'll work extra harder for you. =)

Okay, this is a rather depressing night. I'll shall go watch another movie before think of jumping off the window. I live on the second floor by the way.

Alright.

Good night n ilu.