just when i thought holiday's gonna kill me, i found meaning to it. or should i say i got myself something to do. haha. i was so damn bloody bored today. VERY bored. i couldnt think of any fking thing to do, i have no one to go out with like always, real sad.. , i have watched all the movies ive got at home,ive just completed the new game that i recently bought?! oh god, so i was rotting really bad at home and thats when i made a really bold decision.

i finally step out of my house for the "first time".. as in with all the things i have and can do at home theres simply no reason for me to stay out, you know. so where did i GO? ofcourse not far far away, so i ended up at the libary next to my house. oh god, i couldnt believe it, i actually missed the place. the aircon, the.. serenity? wtf is wrong with me. this is where i studied for olevel's, and the place where.. even being alone, i feel.. okay. so i went up, look for some comics to read, what? u expect me to read those thick books with millions of words in it, no way. oh man, i looked at the comics section.. come on, its been like what? nearly a year since i last stepped in here and they didnt even bother to update alil bit.

the spiderman collection is still the bloody same. so i have no choice but to read one of the fantastic four ones. and then i realized, this cant be it, libary's so big and all i can get out of it is one stupid comic book. then it came to me, i still got alot of things or infact everything to study on maya, 3d software. but u know, the libary's always like that, when u want to borrow something, it's always not there for u. so i tried my luck, went to the computer's section and what do u know, it was all there, every single one of them. geee. singaporeans sure dont have any intrest in visual effects or 3d animation. BUT thats a good sign, the less the better and easier for me to get a job. i borrowed guide books on how i can create my own 3d model/character. haha. easy to say, difficult to do. so i took my comic and three thick guide books down to the cafe. guess what, i still couldnt belive how i spend $22 there.

HOW ON EARTH did i do that. easy =..='', had the money, gave it away, am i nuts? ya. i bought a $17 card from them so i can drink coffee for three instead of five, HA! isint that the best deal ever!!!!! sigh. such a loser. oh well, thts only 17! when i spent another $5 on the spaghetti. and that makes $22! wha la~ ARGH !!!! there goess my fking savings. but now i have a reason to go back to the libary. AND SO, i sat down, ate the terrible spaghetti, no kidd, its horrible, and read the books. AH HA. this comes to the conclusion of me getting life out of this sick holiday.

after literally reading one of the first few pages of the book, it got me. now im so interested and inspired by it. this is not easy to accomplish but its kinda do-able. good thing is its time consuming, thats all i all need. fear not, jw, your holiday is now... not-so-boring. if it fails, at least u can still spend time mastering your pathetic guitar skills or get a new game, complete it in one week then kill yourself because you still have another 3 weeks to go.