I guess everyone thinks that Ive already abandoned my blog. hahahhaa. or maybe no one can really figure out how my blog works. dummies =x nevermind. 

I have mixed feelings these days. must be the holiday mood. fuck. I want to do alot of things. I want to become a better film-maker, make as many god damn short films as possible yet, and frankly, i feel very lazy. very very lazy. and the whether today is so.... great. 

The rain has never been so perfect. Well, i'm exhilarating. Okay, just want to make sure i write something on a daily basis now. hahaha. =D