Friday, April 03, 2009

it's amazing how I can't sleep when I have the chance to. Yes, i was busy. School. what else? Three weeks holiday now, with ample time for me to exploit. Nothing more than sitting infront of the flashing box with a jar of chocolate. 

Previously on "Jake's life". He had already done two short films in school and is actually satisfied with his works, nonetheless thought it was still not good enough. There is always room for improvement, Jake thought. Planning, filming and editing has relentlessly taken over his days and nights... until now, the three weeks of holiday have finally come to him. He did not wish for it nor did he reject the idea of it. It was all good, feeding himself spoons of chocolate and wasting himself in front of the flashing box until the fifth day when he realized he could not longer fall asleep like the usual. It bothered him because he came back from a late night movie with friends then had one over to waste the rest of the night on a RPG game of exploding bodies of blood. Finally the day should be called off when his friend leaves for the first bus but... this is where it happened.

He could not sleep.

Haunting thoughts once again come back for him. He thinks of loneliness, the things he wished he could have and the- FUCK NO! He stops thinking and stopped forcing himself to sleep with those horrible thoughts. On the lights, took another bathe, clear his head, switched on his beloved MAC and decided to do something else, anything else but think of those horrid questions slithering in his brain. This is when he finally decided that this god damn blog needs a new face. =) 

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