Its weird why i only think of my blog every time when im really down, have no where to go. it's been a long time since im back here. well, it just feels like a min ago i had everything and now im not sure if i even have any left. thing is im really not sure of anything anymore. things happen for a reason and in the end u can only blame urself.

why cant i make ppl really happy even when i try so hard, be a person someone would go "I'm so lucky to have you!" or maybe thats abit of a overstatement... sigh. its been so long since i last blog..

dear blog, i once rely so much on you, shared all my real feelings to you, now even u feel like a stranger to me.