you know what. i shld stop being a loser.. a sorrow sadist.. im always being so pessimistic. i shld try cheering up myself. this is not the end of the world jw you big time asshole, you still got lots more ahead of you, why surrender to depression or sadness now? argh, look, you shld be happy that u have enough clothes and food , i mean your standard of life is great compared to those pitiful childrens in africa. you have friends and your mom who cares and concerns abt u.. you shld be... i mean .. im so much more fortunate than so many others.. sign. i think this aint helping. think i better go down and shoot so ball. im out.