This is what i call funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. hahaha. This is like the very first time, a big grp of my sch mates hang out tgt. so cool, we're like all dressed up, mine's kinda simple though. haha. we spent the whole day and i mean it, we didnt even slack or stone, we watched movie, played lan, and went to he pan for the rides. the rides are freaking amazing. damn bloody fun, me and raj were like screaming at each other, hahaha. oh well, these are some of the pics angie took.

MOIsss

ugly, but the only shot of me in close up
the guys
cool right,only im in motion
i didnt know angie's taking the pic until..
Movvvvieeee

on the way to hepanwahaha! cant remb what we're looking at

we're inside when angie took this. FUN!

super high after the ride

next ride,TOP GUN, the one on the left is me, lol

haha, cny's so simple this year. just visited three of my mum's relatives. i dont know if its just me or what, but i think my mum and i are trying very hard to socialize with them. at least for me, im always the guy who sits around in their house looking at random shows played on their huge tv. oh well, its only once a year so it doesnt really matter much. today, is what i call "cny", haha, hanging out with the MOIs, erm, actually i wont call this "cny" because rajs joining us which is cool, you hardly see him outside having fun, busy guy. oh ya, just watched juno on my com yest, its a great movie but dont watch it in the cinema. haha. its a comedy that tells you alot about life. and im so captivated by some of the moments in the movie. ya.. like the conversation of juno and his dad. geee, i better go get rdy, dont wwant the guys to wait.

its cny eve!!!! but it doesnt feel like it. i watched 27 dresses with ethel today. its not bad, though i expected more because devil wears prada's really good. but katherine heigl's freaking attractive and cute. hhaha, i spent alot of money this week, seriously, dont even dare to look at my bank slip. i cant believe that i spend $80 on a shirt in topman yesterday when i already promised my mum that ill not buy any clothes more than 30 anymore. argh, im so sorry but i cldnt help it, the things tht i like are always so freaking EX !!!! argh. hopefully the angbaos will cover my expenses. not~ way too much damage done to my bank acc. cant wait for cny to end. cant wait to watch jumper and my hands on the vaio next week.

im glad...
we met each other.

this block is freaking slack but i love it. hahahahha. my mum just bought me a sony vaio which has quite similiar specs as mac book pro. haha. the only thing tht really attracted me to this vaio is actually the 4gb ram. freaking fast can. but the design aint tht nice, kinda look abit like mac though.

and thanks to dotc i made a really good friend. =) random.

DOTC was goooooooooooooooood. hahha. maybe because my groups really fun and interactive. the best thing is i got to make new friends. which is pretty awesome since i hardly get to make one. the DOTC 2 will be on the end of next mth, kinda looking foward to it, thats if i get in. haha. so for now, it'll be the major project before i become a second year moi's. haha. and i really need a better com already because i want to have a 3d character in the vid, which my com has no power to do that. it'll just die. haha. either a laptop or a desktop. but i probably get a laptop because i just upgraded my com not long ago, which is still not fast enough obviously. cny is comming really soon and im too broke to get myself new clothes to wear. this is not good. i only got myself a new skinny and a cardigan. oh yea, and a shirt. thats all~ holy shirt. shit i mean. haha. argh. ideally, i wanted three more shirts and two pairs of shorts, and recently i found out that my black jeans aints skinny anymore, its so seasoned. so i thought, i should get a new one BUT i dont have the $$$$$$$. crap. argh.. if only money will just drop down from the sky, no wait, everyone will be snatching it. correction. if only i'll just wake up one fine day in a pool of money and find myself drowning in it.

Theres nothing much i want say in this entry actually. erm, oh, todays DOTC,design orientation training camp. kinda looking foward to it but i feel really lazy today. might be the weather. anyway, just finished my 2d art module, painted this iraqi terrorist on this supersize 1x1m board with acrylic. erm, no, he's not a bad guy. get what i mean?

i am not who i am. im just trying to play along so that at least i have some sense of existence. is that what im doing...

IM SO BUSY, but having fun, IM SO NOT IN LUCK, lost my mp3, got my finger cut, banging into stuffs all the time, IM SO IN THE MOOD OF ART, erm, too bad it wont last forever, IM SO TIRED, checking out.

school has beeeeeen great. no short of work work and work. which is good, holiday almost killed me. not a bad start for 2008. but im not hoping for anything great to happen this year so... ya. erm. erm. yea. met up with jess and jul, sad wee cant make it but still, was great seeing u ppl again. haha. and thanks to jess's recommendation, im all broke. oh, she brought me to this store at hereen called Queens to get my gray skinny jeans, so that explains. and jul's gonna get it for leaving without saying bye to me anyway. WE'LL MEET AGAIN SOON, with wee along.

OH BOY. i got lotsa movies i have yet to watch!!!!!!!! gotta go. ill end this with one of the only work im proud of...

........... OK OK!! the original painting wasn't that good, i edited it with photoshop. BUT HEY. its still done by me right? This ugly creature is a villain from spiderman anyway.

happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...............
what a year 2007 was!
nothing has happen...
nothing was memorable...
nothing great about it...

so this 2008!
i can feel it...
that...
nothing is gonna happen...

merry christmas to all.

phuuuuuu..... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
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watched the golden compass with my old friends, wee and jess yesterday. the movie was actually quite good, except for the part when the polar bear came out of nowhere to rescue the main character who needs help, obviously. jess's flying off soon, so i guess.. we'll meet again only after she comes back. sad. but we'll definately see each other again. =)

so... what else, oh ya. got a new ps3 game, uncharted: drake's fortune. erm. completed it the next day. wth. its like i paid $90 to watch a movie. but its worth it, gameplays good, graphics cool, storys not bad. so ya. its xmas afterall, shld get something for myself. talking about it, i got another unexpected gift, well, not exactly also. let me explain. haha. my mum sign up for the mio plan, so that means i can get a new phone in exchange for the new plan. BUT my mum's really... u know, she wants me to get a $0-withline phone, holyshit, isint that like downgrading, from my n73 to a worthless piece of shit, no way, soo.. haha, i eventually got her into buying me a better yet uglier sony cybershot phone, i have my way, not really excited about it though, the phone's really.... erm, not my type and if worse, UGLY. really, but wow, the features and the 5mp cam, top notch man. i tried it. its rreally good. so i shouldnt ask for more. i mean, whats a good looking phone with lousy features. so for this xmas, i got a new phone and a new game which i got it from? ME. cause i paid for the phone too. =..='' guess it'ld be a one man xmas party again hur?

just when i thought holiday's gonna kill me, i found meaning to it. or should i say i got myself something to do. haha. i was so damn bloody bored today. VERY bored. i couldnt think of any fking thing to do, i have no one to go out with like always, real sad.. , i have watched all the movies ive got at home,ive just completed the new game that i recently bought?! oh god, so i was rotting really bad at home and thats when i made a really bold decision.

i finally step out of my house for the "first time".. as in with all the things i have and can do at home theres simply no reason for me to stay out, you know. so where did i GO? ofcourse not far far away, so i ended up at the libary next to my house. oh god, i couldnt believe it, i actually missed the place. the aircon, the.. serenity? wtf is wrong with me. this is where i studied for olevel's, and the place where.. even being alone, i feel.. okay. so i went up, look for some comics to read, what? u expect me to read those thick books with millions of words in it, no way. oh man, i looked at the comics section.. come on, its been like what? nearly a year since i last stepped in here and they didnt even bother to update alil bit.

the spiderman collection is still the bloody same. so i have no choice but to read one of the fantastic four ones. and then i realized, this cant be it, libary's so big and all i can get out of it is one stupid comic book. then it came to me, i still got alot of things or infact everything to study on maya, 3d software. but u know, the libary's always like that, when u want to borrow something, it's always not there for u. so i tried my luck, went to the computer's section and what do u know, it was all there, every single one of them. geee. singaporeans sure dont have any intrest in visual effects or 3d animation. BUT thats a good sign, the less the better and easier for me to get a job. i borrowed guide books on how i can create my own 3d model/character. haha. easy to say, difficult to do. so i took my comic and three thick guide books down to the cafe. guess what, i still couldnt belive how i spend $22 there.

HOW ON EARTH did i do that. easy =..='', had the money, gave it away, am i nuts? ya. i bought a $17 card from them so i can drink coffee for three instead of five, HA! isint that the best deal ever!!!!! sigh. such a loser. oh well, thts only 17! when i spent another $5 on the spaghetti. and that makes $22! wha la~ ARGH !!!! there goess my fking savings. but now i have a reason to go back to the libary. AND SO, i sat down, ate the terrible spaghetti, no kidd, its horrible, and read the books. AH HA. this comes to the conclusion of me getting life out of this sick holiday.

after literally reading one of the first few pages of the book, it got me. now im so interested and inspired by it. this is not easy to accomplish but its kinda do-able. good thing is its time consuming, thats all i all need. fear not, jw, your holiday is now... not-so-boring. if it fails, at least u can still spend time mastering your pathetic guitar skills or get a new game, complete it in one week then kill yourself because you still have another 3 weeks to go.

holiday... fk it. i wanna go back to sch.. i need something to do. something that can keep me away from.. what i dont want to become. a ghost. a very unhappy one. argh.. have to keep myself busy. must.
today's a really disappointing and... you can see that its rainning-day. was suppose to go out BUT, fk that, instead i did some good i bought the juice my mum wanted me to get. so that was at parkway, and hell, it changed alot. borders? since when. but wow, it sure looks alot better than mph. so i walked arnd and like what will always happen, ill find myself in topshop. noooooo. i shouldnt have lead myself there... so many nice things to buy..... arghh... now i cant help but know that i will have to save another stack of money, come back and give it to them for some stupid clothes. the forgotten topshop has once again invade my mind for money. just kill me. maybe you'll see me in the newspaper, headline "tall skinny man failed to rob DBS bank, biggest loser ever"

i had enough with you once. i let it go. but for the second time... im done with you. i should've known. treasure this pathetic friendship or pissoff.

thanks to donkey's encouraging erm.. words. i shall keep u webby, for now. haha. FINALLY its over. animation is over! yet, im already missing it. its damn bloody fun. its not really impressive but i tried my best for some of the assignments , especially for the last one, ofcourse. and todays we had to present our short clips of animation that have both 3d and 2d in it. althought i did said that i put efforts in this, i slept early? amazing. and i finished it just in time. as in really in time. suppose to hand it up on 3pm. and i finished it right on time.... AT HOME. so i cabbed to sch. i wasnt really rushing because... i know everyone would be late. know why? cause the rendering time almost killed us. so u cant blame us. blame the extremely slow computers. haha. and so the lecturer played everyone's work in the thetre. unfortunately the com was corrupted and many of our work went terribly wrong, erm, mine wasnt affected because i had a different file. so mine played smoothly. i was quite happy that most of them understood the story, thats all i care. oh well. cant wait to do more after the holiday. cant u believe that? i rather not have holidays. BUT i gotta admit, IM SKINNIER.holy f. serious. animating can be so time consuming and fraustrating sometimes that u skipped lunch and dinner not even knowing it. worst of all is u get stressed not only mentally but physically. oh well. thts what this meaningless holiday is about. erm, not really actually. ill get to see my old friends. =)

HOLIDAYS COMMING. XMAS'S COMMING. so? anyway, had quite alot of things to... not quite alot.. is moutains of things to do so that explains this very late entry which doesnt matter since its pretty close-down already. BUT.. i shldnt give up on you webby shld i? well, nvm that. at least i can come back once in a while to crap. so, erm, what changes are there. nothing much. doing animation fundamentals now, kinda intresting, which makes things more complicated, video or animation? argh. and my guitar's covered with a thin layer of dust already, still i improved a tiny little... bit compared to last time. ps3! got a new game, finally ~ was it the right game, hell yeah. at first its kinda stupid but then i got addicted to it. i was force to stop playing only when my controller went of out batt. hows that. hahaha. its that good. oh yea, its called assassin's creed anyway, argh, like anyone knows. erm erm erm.... just cant wait for holidays to come, earn some money, know alil bit more abt guitar, get a new ps3 game for xmas, erm erm, maybe will do some research on 3d animation... erm erm erm...go out ofcourse... erm erm...watch movies (at the theatre) erm erm, what else, eat more, get fat, erm erm... get new clothes (thats if i have money). wow. seems like i have alot to do but it always end up to be... really horrible. like last year, oh god, dont remind me of that christmas. better be good this year you fat, slimy, red, hairy white, hohoho-bastard... or at least, not alone. =..=''

im so tired... finally i can rest. im suppose to work today but i decided not to. so... yesterday the animals and i finally met up so we can celebrate weewee's bday. dont know why.but i just feel bad for her. haha. we made her wait forty mins, i still owe her four bucks and worst of all is we couldnt get what she want because we dont have enough shares. haha. besides that, to me, it was really fun. we laughed quited alot actually. so after weewee waited at the marinabay mrt station for aproximately forty minutes, we arrived, late. and ofcourse we were there for the steamboat. what else? haha. as usual, juleen didnt want to eat. food there was okay. just that i cant stand waiting for the food to get cooked. annoying. after that, we went bowling which was jul's idea, bad one. hahaha. just joking. oh ya. after the game, we're suppose to take the bus back to the mrt station when all of a sudden, this uncle who looks like a serial killer came to us and said there's no chance you can make it back for the last train but if i take you there, which he charged us $1 each, you might still catch it. what the hell, he expected us to believe him? but ya, we did. wahhhaha. desperate for the last train you know? we're all too broke for cabs. so we reached the station without getting killed or raped. thank god for tht. as soon as we got into the station, they announced that the last train will be arriving in one min or so. thats when we started running and screaming. well, actually only weewee screamed. WAHHAHA. so she and the rest of us run into the train before the door closes. we made it. relieved and all. but the wierd thing is the doors are still open. i looked at one of the electronic boards outside. it reads "departing in 7mins"......... whats with all the screaming and running again?

we got to cityhall and realized that there's already no bus and train anymore. and still we ended up taking a cab back to my house. jul went back but wee and jess stayed at my house until 4am. was real tired. so when they went back, i came back home, dived into my bed, closed my eyes, and wa la, here i am typing this.

sorry we couldnt get u the mem card but hopefully you'll like the drawing. happybirthday wee.

IM SO BUZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg. dont even have time to catch my breath already. alright. so ive changed class since two weeks ago. having video fundamentals now. doing the final project. we're told to do a short film. haha. n guess what? it's about this rapist and blind girl. n the stories kinda cool after we finally settled down with the whole script. so filming has already taken most of my time. and to make things even worse, i bought a guitar just recently. so im freaking buzy. really. like i dont even have the time to slack anymore. i have to squeeze all my time to film, learn how to play the guitar, play my ps3 and watch Heroes. argh. i dont have all the time in the world. better run. ill update next year. LOL!

this shld be a very long entry but ive faced the com for the whole damn day already so im gg to cut it short.

ALOHA CHANGI RESORT

alright, so thts not the only place i went for holiday but thts almost all i can recall now. cant help it, stm. oh ya, and meet ups with jingyuan and the animals. tht'll be later. lets talk abt the resort. i went to kelly yong's resort first before gg to sa's one. same place anyway, i tot, so might as well go to kelly's one, stay over and then head right to sa's one. i have to say tht, its rather awkward to finally reunite with yong, its been so long, he hasnt change much since the last time i saw him with his gang of friends. i'd say tht im the one who changed quite abit. so i tried to get away by talking to my classmates on phone while they're bbq-ing. but i tot, im just being unfriendly, so i hung up and tried interacting. it worked somehow. we tried entering the old changi hospital but we didnt have enuff light to shine us through further so..we went back.drank alil, had some laughs and i decided to sleep. them? still playing ofcourse. i was too tired. woke up , left kelly's chalet and off to sa's. Wow, the house's damn freaking big. i bet it can fit more than 200ppl. no joke. thts abt it. big and boring. haha. sigh, we planned games for days and it didnt work out. everyones just in their own group doing their own stuff. no controls at all. but i didnt wanna play the games neither. so nvm. it started to get a lil better when we started playing with the hundreds of water bags we made, smashing each other like crazy freaks. andddddddddd.after tht. i slept. haha.

ANIMALS

alright. yesterday we went out and... eat? yup. movies? wanted to but no cause xw doesnt want to. craps. but its ok. cause we tot of something else to do after awhile. we have to. its donkey's bday. hha. we went to her house. played with eye toy. played with dog. played with dolls. quite funny, dogs cute but dolls freaky. haha. i dont know why, we're always so unplanned, so -have nth to do- but we just have to meet up. im so use to it. haha. all i have to say is i still had a great time hanging arnd with all of u, meet up soon alright?

its holiday... and still i have to wake up early and go to school. thanks to 'sa'.
yet it was another story when i reached sch today. everyone thought it was suppose to a 'sa' meeting but turns out that we're having it with a 'mysterious' company, saying that they need ideas from us to shoot a high profile commercial sg-wide. well, some was pissed that they came sch for nth but not me. this a chance not to be missed. thts what i thought. the rest was even more shakened when they said that the two winners, whose ideas will be chosen, will have the tickets to 'the daughtry''s concert. sweet. well, there was only less than 15ppl and so i thought, not that hard to make the stand, i think. well, i was lucky, ideas just came flowing in my mind, so i drew a story board and explained to them visually as detaily as possible. well, didnt think my idea's really good or what, but i tried to make it simple for ppl to understand. it's a advertisment afterall. the funny thing is, they refused to tell us the brand name. whats the harm of telling us? they said not to DISTRACT us from our creative minds. HA HA. ok. get alil bit of that. well, so me and lil andrea got picked. fortunate. got our hands on the tickets, happy. " Age limit for male and female is 18!!!!!" drea shouted when she read the rules printed on the ticket. hilarious. tht only means that only i can go?! how retarded. haha. im not really into that free ticket actually, haha, i wanna get this chance, this opportunity to add this work in my portfolio. i know, its a big fat dream. cause they're still searching for alot of alternative ideas but... if..only. ha. i'll just stop there, shall not expect too much, at least i got a free ticket to a concert... which i wont go anyway if my friend who's 17 or 16, lol, can't make it through st.james door. so much for daughtry.
argh, just when i tot i can wake up late tmr, theres this grooming session for sa members. ha. kay, lets be optimistic, at least im living what life's suppose to be, filled.

Story Photography

"Dreams- Drifted Away"

PHOTOGRAPHY

had a hard time climbing

piggyback
com at beach
who's tht running back.haha.

feeding
little india
fruitstall
my house
night at bus stop
rain coat

taonan
primarysch
orange light
dawn

BACK IN TOUCH

The Animals

Weeweeee and Me
Blur for effect..haha..

3D ART

TP

Some of my classmates

Mummy Andrea
Someone stole my cap!

my internets finally stable. yes. haha.
fri, me and the animals met up. its been sooooo long since we'veseen each other. haha. whats good is we're not really that disconnected. haha. well. at least for me. im hoping to see them soon actually. thts if everyones free. so... ya.. we met up at fish'n'co that day. oh ya. it is also because they can celebrate me and donkey's bday. they got donkey a bag which she chose for herself and me a hugo perfume. n im seriously overwhelmed and surprised. although i can tell its not really obvious to them. like i said, always wanted a perfume but just cant afford one. aha. thanks ppl. so we just eat and talk like usual, everyones quite abt the same, but wee's just like in her own world. haha. crazy girl. too stressed by the mountains of assignments i guess? =x whahaha. just kidding, she's still damn irrititing when u talk to her, changed from '' ha ha '' to '' shut up la ''. real ass. after eating we decided to catch a movie, The Invasion. haha. while waiting for the movie we just hung around and slacked at some random corner near cathay. haha. oh ya, i accidently knocked juleen down while playing. SORRY. really am. ahaha. juleen's just great. she'll never get angry with u if she know its just for fun not like someone, especially when it comes to guys. f**k care. n so our meet up ended with a... erm, how many stars did wee wee gave for the movie? oh.. kay.
n so our meet up ended with a 3stars movie.. wait... ill give it a 3 and a half. hahahahha. =D
before i log out, thanks again animals... for the wonderful time and gift. meet up soon right?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! to meeee. haha. today morning i felt really sad. cause i really think tht nobody really cares. but the thing is my classmates, the close ones, at least repeatingly said happy birthdays to me. so , yea , felt alot better. and than they acc me to the games convention at suntec, its just a total bullshit over there. really boring. aside from the free kitkats they're giving out, nothings really interesting. haha. we stayed there for alittle while though, cause little andrea and wendys hooked onto tht stupid duck game on ps3. haha. after we went mac to eat. i wasnt expecting any thing from them actually, cause i kept telling them not to. but andrea and yuan still bought me the oreo cake tht i actually wanted to buy myself. it might be just a small thing but i really appreciated it. well, without them, ill be alone on my bday and giving excuses why nobody even bother. as i said, u just have to remember... or do alittle something, and ill know whos true or not. haha. fortunately i made it through this year with tons of laughters and lame jokes. thank you violent angie, small crazy andrea, mummy andrea, full of crap dion, helpful yuan and fake japanese wendy for the simple but yet the funniest bday ive had.

oh ya, doesnt mean you animals can get away with it. at least go out eat long john and sing a song or something. haha.. k. ill see u soon.

so.. things have changed alittle since last time.im closer to my friends. at least for now and i found out tht they're really helpful and fun to be with. haha. but again. more girls than guys. well, i dont really mind as long as i have friends. and haha, its always the short ones. really funny. maybe im just way too tall. nevermind.

now im working on this photography projects. and i have to tell u tht its not like what u think, no joke, really a painful process to get good pictures. especailly when ur lec's a pain in the ass. real strict. my concept is actually really hard to do, cause i have to display me in my dreams. and so u know, dreams are wierd. so the pictures shld be really unique. like waking up in the beach with a computer appearing out of nowhere near the shore, me and my friend standing on the bus stop shelter, running in the middle of the road or empty field, me in the rain gg crazy, me in a bunch of small kids and the last one is actually quite important. a potrait of my mum smiling. haha. alot of work. really. have to get the appreture, shutter speed and iso right. and freaking find the focus point. tough to be a photographer. BUT its fun.

anyway... MY BIRTHDAYS COMMING SOON. haha. no presents. ok. dont remember. not ok. so thts abt it. gotta sleep.

back to this dead and emo blog again. but this entry wont be oh so sad and crappy. soo it's gonna be boring. ha. =.=''

photography is really hard but also fun. we're now already in our final project. and fortunately enough, both my ideas are accepted by our unreasonable lecturer. phew... im doing on... ok... nevermind. i shall put post it on my blog when i finished with it. thats if its nice. haha..

i have some many things i wanna say... but im just so tired of saying it already. so... maybe next time.

it took so long for my aging com to recover that i've realized that nobody cares about it anymore, even me. today i went cycling at ecp with my classmates. it's actually the first time we really hang out tgt and i must say that its actually kinda fun. thing is i'm also kinda upset because i use to hang out with the animals at ecp but now we're just too busy to meet up. dont know why but today at ecp i just have so many things running through my mind. not only the friends i use to be close with but also some other thoughts thats just sad.

now i look at my life and the one i had before. i use to be really sad and pessimistic but im now abit more optimistic. just that..it's like im losing myself. im trying so hard to get myself busy so that i wont think of all the serenity and loneliness. my life is empty. crap.

haha. here i go again. maybe this is just a once in a while kinda feeling. going back and forth over and over again. geee. i think i shld just concentrate on my projects and stop emo-ing.

i gaze at the mesmerizing sunfall
the orange rays pouring through the bits of sparkling dust
its magical, its beautiful
as the sun cuts into the horizon
the dark shadows fill the land
if only that will stay for ever.

dead...for now.

haha. a day wasted at tp. both classes ended damn early. oh ya, theres this band playing in our sch today. its suppose to be damn nice and all but it turn out to be really noisy. the reason is because the equaliser or what ever u call the guy balancing the sound, did a really bad job, we can hardly hear the girl sing. as a result, competing with the guitar and drums, she tried singing louder but ended going off key. and its so damn bloody stupid of the ppl who set up the place.they're like playing to the wall while all of us look down from the building. but i still think tht its cool. haha. dion's suppose to be playing the base but he didnt because we had classes. well, everything ended early as i said, so he's like kinda dissapointed.

so after alfie,the lecturer, approved my idea, me and dion went ps to meet up with the drumer and guitarists.all of us was there except for one, the drummer, cause he... just broke with his gf? hahahaha, im damn evil but they told me that guy was watching movie with her gf before meeting us, the next thing you know is that she's no longer his girlfriend. sad.

so we discuss abt the songs we can play and the ones suitable for my voice. not really a serious discussion but we just talk alil abt what we can play,jamming. songs tht they chose at first were, stars-switchfoot, falls on me-fuel and set me free-velvet revolver. stars's like really boring to me actually but falls on me's ok. set me free... haha. screaming song. definately no i told the drummer. BUT just few minutes ago, i tried singing it with another voice and i can actually hit the high keys. its really a different interpretion though. but maybe ill just let them stick with set me free. whatever it is. i just cant wait to try out jamming with the band.

FINALLY... im back. alright. erm. actually this might sound stupid but nothing really happened since i last blogged. haha. erm.but im gonna be quite busy in the future. such as getting back to basketball and oh, im gonna learn how to play a guitar soon, not really tht soon , haha, during nov.right! and dion invited me in his band as the vocalist. though im not sure if things will turn out right but im sure it'll be fun. jamming time!

went out with tuna yesterday, for the first time in 4 years ? ahahhaha. we were suppose to watch diehard but the timeslots seemed to be either sold out or selling fast. so we went lido and it was the same over there. in the end we just settled at swensens for dinner. haha. we had a hard time finishing our fish n chip. but i just love the ambiance there. DARK and relaxing. hahahaha. after eating its still kinda early. tuna asked me if we shld still catch a movie or join her friends at zouk. in the end we just took another try at cathay. haha. fortunately we didnt waste our trip there. got ourselves a 1240 ticket for diehard 4.0. it started before we even got in. we were not late though, wierd. erm, movies okay, reminds me of transformer, alot of explosion and destruction on the streets.oh, n maggie q died horribly. haha. it was even better than i thought, hanging arnd with her i mean, we didnt stop talking or hang even a bit. haha. but shes alil upset abt her height after seeing me. dont worry la. u MIGHT still grow up. '' shan yi de huang yan'' =)

went zouk with weewee, jess, and jul. ALOT of ppl. my friend's right. gg there on wed night is crazy. we were squeezing ppl most of the time. so dancing is already out of the question. erm, actually we did dance alil. lol. at one corner. hahah. really wierd. actually, if we have the money to buy more drinks or maybe with less ppl arnd, this could have turn out to be alot more better. but i'd say like every other outing. i enjoyed myself. being out there rather than rotting at home is just great. haha. but clubbing... well, its just wierd tht im the only guy. kinda stress in some way. alright. jess called me this afternoon abt our next big meeting. haha. sounds really cool. but er, not easily done.

perphaps things just wont happen until u start thinkin abt it.

im super duper broke. i knew tht from the very moment i spend money like im some rich guy yesterday. hhaa. me and jing yuan spent the whole damn day at orchard. i mean it. haha. from 12.30pm to 1am. this is the first time ive almost hit $200 in just one day. aside from buying the ps3. we've done everything we can find at orchard. at least almost all of them. we sang at kbox, watched movie at cine, ate at swensens and shopped like crazy ppl. haha. there were alot of ppl shopping too, maybe its because yesterday was also the last day before the gst increases. haha, i told jingyuan tht maybe after this we'll have to eat cup noodles for a month. lol. haha, although i will never ever have the courage to check the amount i have in my bank until i get my pay, i kinda enjoyed the day with her. but this is like a once in a lifetime thing.LOL. its a very very VERY exhausting and expensive outing. i cant afford it.

theres something money cant buy, like a friend who's willing to spend a day with u.
for everything else, theres mastercard.

july's comming. yay..... erm. yay for what. oh ya. yay for having the slackiest module for this mth. not tht its nt impnt but compared to comdi and drawing essen last month, wow, its really alot better. now we hv time to do what we want to do. oh ya, its creative story telling anyway. all u have to do is to create a story of ur own. and our lecturer, alfie, is really a nice guy, i tot he was gg to be damn strict at first but he isint, in fact he's funny and entertaining. so hopefully this will be a better month..

ok, today i went out with jul, jess and monkey. finally all of us made it. but its like just some normal meet ups. they came my hs n watched this very disgusting movie called the descent. haha, luckily they didnt find it boring i think. then we went to pw to eat. i bought alot of food, haha. a american sasuage, crab meat jap salad, one burger king meal and sundae pie. gosh. damn full. like always, i enjoyed slacking arnd. talking trash and stuff. argh. n tht ass weewee ignored all my byes just now. damn. argh. till next time.

that day, i went comics con and bought a ps3 protector which cost me 18.90. but after i read the intructions behind, i found out that its actually a piece of shit, as in, they seperated the protector into to sheets, on covering the top part of the ps3 and the other the bottom, leaving the ps3 logo uncovered. omg, so theres a gap in between, what kindaof protector is tht? so i tot, im never gonna use this shit, and i rushed back to the store just after 30mins i bought it n demanded for an exchange, i know, its my fault not to have checked the product throughly but im not just gonna waste $19 on nothing. it could have been a peaceful exchanging process but unfortunately, they're from china. yes, all of them. they were just so not please with me when i ask for the exchange. for tht very moment, im about to reach the state of discrimination. especially when they start talking to me in eng. i could have just walk away but this time i didnt. lol. i just stayed there like a unreasonable customer for the first time of my life. but they were just so stubborn. its only until when i said, ''even for a ps3 game''. fk, money faces. in the end, i wasted not 18.90, but 99. well, at least, its something tht ill be hanging on for months. geee. im like some auntie complaining here. nvm nvm.since im getting my pay soon. ARGH. u have to start saving some money jwn!!!! seriously. alright. i better go play my 99 game, feel so not right to even leave it untouched for 5mins. $$$$$$$$$

its only after donkey's msg on the board tht i realised tht i havent updated any entry regarding juleen's bday. alrighty. so here it is, althought its pretty late. im just gonna make this a short one. since everyone's blog have abt the same entry. LOL. met up with xiong and jul at vivo first. its just wierd being early. the rest came alil bit later after they got the present for blacky. haha, hamster, thts right, two of them. geee. its so stupid typing all these out when u can read it from hui's and jess's blog 'to know more, click on their blog'.LOL. see i so good, promote ur blogs leh. ok, ill just say tht it was a casual meet up, it might be bored to the others but i really enjoyed slacking arnd. its part of my life =..=''.. most significantly, it is the time being with ur friends, so whether if its just a dinner, or even doing nothing like just talking randomly to each other, its still something we shld treasure. i dont wanna end up everyone having second thoughts of whether we shld meet up or what. OK? lol. geee. i sound too serious here already. aiya , actually i have nth to type abt also. so most of these are crap. WAHHAHAHA. thankew for reading this meaningful but crappy entry. till next time =)

omg, jwn u have to control urself, u're spending money like flowing water. haha. yesterday, me and the animals including bao and xw anyway, haha, went to orchard. i have to go fareast first so i can alter my jeans. damn, ill have to go there all by myself later to collect it. so damn sian la. sigh. anyway, after we all finally gathered tgt. we ate at swensens. geee. alot of money but it was quite worth it. then we walk back to cineleisure to take some retarded $10!!!! neoprint. omg. haha. waste of money. cause the photos aint tht nice and the pictures were super small. but nvm la. we seldom take neoprints. by then, it was already 10pm, almost all the shops were closed so jess suggested a place where we can rest and talk, which was also where jordon brought jess to for the first time they met. haha. tht place is kinda special in some way. theres lights shining up the reflective ceiling like lil stars. its a great place to chill out but just a lil hot there. so after talking..n ofcourse gossiping, we finally left tht place at abt 1130 i think. haha. alrighty, i actually enjoyed the evening with them. nothing like gg out with the animals. too bad one's missing, haha. hopefully we can meet as a grp soon. alright. i think thts abt it. sayonaraaaaaaaaaaaa. till next time.

alrighty, another fast update. last thursday, i went out weeeweee. i know, its already sat. but its just wierd not talking abt it. i mean its been so long since we've gone out tgt. so.. we went to vivo. n i know we have to catch a movie. ok... i want to. haha. too bad theres so lil movie we can choose from, so in the end we watched zodiac. ahaha. its suppose to be boring la. somehow we got thru by laughing at stupid scence. we tot tht the movie's never gonna end actually, it seems to take forever to end. LOL. 3hrs. gosh. haha. we shop alil too, because of the bloody zodiac, time was not enuff for us to do anything else at vivo already. SO! we ended up at my house, showed my ps3 to weewee, and gave my ps2 to her. haha. how ironic. yea. thts abt it. actually i just dont want weewee to be bored throughout the whole thing la, i know i can be very boring when it comes to one on one outing. but she said in her blog tht - it was not abit boring - im glad she wrote tht in her blog. so i wont have to worry abt ASKING her out if again if nobody can make it like this time.. HAHAHA. just jk la. lol. alright, next time i better see u ppl. donkey- blacky.

haha. i know. this is, for the first time, the fastest update ever. well, i have no intention to make an entry this fast until i've seen this movie i downloaded on net. i have this urge to tell so many ppl abt it unfortunately nobody's online right now so here i am. hahah. OK. im sure u have heard of this movie called hostel. if not. u shld go check it out on net. its not showing in sg though. ull have to download it. ive seen hostel, the first one, n it left me a very deep impression. not because of its gore, bloodshed and inhuman torture only but also the captivating story. ive just finished watching the second one, oh my .. god.. its definately more gross....alot. really. luckily for me, the image quality isint tht good, and even for tht, i was still put into shock. imagine watching it in dvd or high def quality. i think ill be vomiting like weewee already. WAHAHAHA. well, the first one has more torture scence compared to the second one, but the content.. for the second sure is alot more disgusting. the reason, haha, simply has to be the change of sex for victims. first one was guys, now, girls ofcourse. its just sick la. anyway, the story actually links from the first to the second. the director wont be doing a trilogy though. what a shame. alright, i wont go into details as this blogs rated m18. WAAHAHHAH. lame. n i wont want to be a spoiler. if u want to watch it, its available on some of the BT sites, or u can borrow the cd tht ive burned from me, either way, dont miss this movie. heart failure ppl or little girls not encouraged.

omg, its been so long since i've made an entry and i really feel bad for abandoning you my poor lil blog. so.. let me see. actually nth much occured when im away. you know, i just got the ps3, what else would i be doing. right. oh ya. actually, there was suppose to be a camp. fk, n because of tht, i have to take offs from work. n guess what? they changed the camp to another day. WTF. too bad, im nt gg already, even if i want to, i simply cant. ive already made a mess in the schedule once so i really dont want my current supervisor to go through all the unnesessary work again. sigh, but one of the camp activity is really tempting. PAINT BALL. ARGH. nvm.. theres another replacement camp for those who cant attend this. but no paint ball anymore. so sad. therefore..... im left at home for four days with nth to do. well, ill be alil optimistic. because of the changes, i can rest and rot with my ps3, n hui will have the chance to get the ps2 from me. talking abt wee wee, shes sick. nono. i mean really sick. haha. hope u'll get better soon monkey. okok. seeee. i have NTH to do... i guess ill go back to my button smashing game again. till next time..