My fav picture =)

i have sinned again, i edited the pic so ill look less uglier. lol

try the chicken at cineleisure cafe, she said its good.

Global warming has begun, do your part now.

look at her head. LOL

photobooth doesnt last us very long

inside joke. 

im so TIRED, thanks to someone. haha. oh well, she had a bad day so how can just ignore right. lol. actually this was what happened, met hui on fri. seemed extremely pissed off for some reason, particular because of the other bad day and i was late when i met her. i just couldnt stop laughing to myself because, its just funny la. her face and her stares. can be really scary and annoying sometimes. LOL. anyway, i knew it wasnt really my fault tht shes in a bad mood, obviously, im like some punching bag to her to vent her anger on. bitch. lol. nvm. so everything was ok by the time we reached orchard. talk and talk and talk and her complaining about how borin her life is and how shes gonna save it, ruin it, thats what i think. lol. i dont know how the hell i spent so much money yesterday, i feel really bad because im not suppose to spend the money i have on fri, its for my bloody exlink top up. shit. now i have to save back the money. anyway, i think bad luck has fall upon hui. lol, ohwell, she asked for it. 

haha. that day raj and i went to various places to do our r&d. how hardworking right. researching on anything related to firefighters. pretty cool. went to the fire station, some toy stores where they sell mini fire trucks and firefighter dolls. they're extremely expensive. oh man, aside our personal project i seriously i want to go out. just hang arnd. BUT IM FREAKING BROKE. argh.... im serious, very very broke. omg. its a good thing i dont have a gf. hahahahaha. but if i have a gf, i wld be a diff story, i think ill save up even more money. oh well. meeting hui and the rest this sat to ice skate. yay. hahha. never tried it before. haha, the funny thing is apple asked me along to ice skate with the doc group members. haha. such coincidence. oh well. i dont mind gg actually. i dont care anymore, id rather go out than work. no life at all. ALRIGHT. better go now. i have lotsa of dvd to watch. maybe 'working' isint tht bad afterall. 

i FEEL so lazy.. extremely lazy. ARGH. im suppose to work today but then i woke up, bathed, wore my specs which already was an intention of not gg anywhere. ive never really been to work with my specs on or infact anywhere unlesss, my eyes are really in pain or something. i have been sleeping late for a couple of days since holiday started. i simply hate holidays. its just so... unhealthy. hahhaa. sigh, and im not gg for camp, the only one whos not gg. not that i want anyone to acc me with but.. ahaha. alright. for some reasons i dont see the point of gg anymore or maybe i just dont want to because of many many many reasons. i mean i can work and earn some cash instead of having lotsa fun, getting to know new people, shout like nobody cares and you know... once in a lifetime thing, well, its not exactly the same anymore. SO what am i gonna do today, i might visit the libary, get some food outside instead of the instant noodle, do some research on whatever there is to learn and.... argh, i shall just slack for today.

What is OVER is OVER. im talking abt p1. i wont be upset over it anymore. I KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR this holiday already. im gonna improve in my aftereffects and im gonna try... to finish ned. my 3d punk model. oh ya, and some project which ill shall not be actually talking abt it.. haha. so this shld cover up all the slacking. yay. finally gotten all the pics from jul, went out last fri with them, its a shame jess cldnt make it hopefully she shows up next week. haha. 

finally my year one final assignment is over... but its not exactly over if i dont pass it. sigh. never thought ill fail any of the modules. what really happened was actually my group couldnt make it for the video presentation which consists of 50% of the mark. i really feel that its kinda like my fault because as the leader not that im really one, its just the name, im suppose to push my grp members to finish before the deadline instead i was slacking pretty much. argh. in the end the editing took so long that we're still rendering the footage when other groups were presenting their vids. we're the only group.. total tragic. i felt better now though, after sholleh and the others watched our vid and gave us good comment about it. they said tht its a waste that we didnt showcase it. argh. 50%..... but we're really fortunate because everyone tried to help us, even our lecturer, he said tht he'll try to pursue the other lecs that are also marking to pass us. he's such a nice person man. nvm, its only after this that i realized that we need alot of discipline like what andrea said. athough she said that its better that we dont group with close friends next time, which i think we still shld cause we learn from our mistakes not run away from it. oh man, PLS pass us..... cause this module is freaking two mths long.... i dont wanna retake it. although we're late for submission but we did put alot of effort to do it SO plssssss. haha. ok. now for the holiday plans. alot to do and i need to find a new job. anyone has recommendations ? 

just came back from work... actually, i dont even feel lke im working today. why? cause today our supervisor wasnt there, and we had four ppl in the shop, usually theres only two. so we seriously got nothing to do. and so i had to do something to kill time off. i went shopping. WHAHHA. and guess what. i finally found the perfect bag for my mac. yay ! ok, not so perfect but its affordable for me. i can finally bring it out now. =)

 friday was lotsa fun and laughters. jess, hui and i watched .... not waterhorse... instead we watched this stupid chinese asian singapore directed not so horror film. alright. but it was NOT bad. the ending was surprisingly unexpected. hahaha, singapore made films are getting better now... not a good news to us or at least me. cause how can i change the way singapore make film when its already changing. WHAHAHA. talk like im some pro but actually just a freaking noob. oh well, tht was the movie. we laughed alot at random stuffs and... we were talkng trash too. which is what i love to do alot. hahaha. fun la. still feel bad tht they cldnt club because i didnt want to. SORRY. shall go with u'll when my mums less childish and when money fills my pocket. HAHhAAHHA.

hahaha, shldve updated this a few days earlier but i was really busy, ok, i was slacking too. anyway, went out with wee two days ago, it was great like always, we talked alot. haha, seem to have alot to talk with tht noobier. oh well, at least i have a friend. WHAHHAHAHA. i mean friend to go out with. we're meetin on fri again with jess, too bad juleen cant make it. she has night classes. hahaha. erm. i feel really bad because they wanted to club but i cldnt. for alot of reasons , particularly my mum and money. really am broke. i need to get a bag so i can blooody bring my macbk pro out. i cant wait to use it in sch. hahaha. not to show off kay. but first THE BAGGGG

THE POWER OF APPLE IN THE PALM OF MY HAND

THE RETURN OF THE BLACK ONE

Trailer...

"just imagine la"

She's black... ok, not black, dark

She's short.... yes, no kidding

She's one of us

and shes back to kick some ass, not.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DONG DONG DONG DONG DONG- drum beats.

Will the retarded animals reunite??????!!!!!

COMMING SOON in the next meet up.....

2008 MARCH...

oh boy, if this picture were not be de-saturated i think ill never post this. why? because my face was so red even my eyes were sore, i seriously cant drink. we laughed alot we crapped alot we had fun. its good when u realized that your old friends are still around, not like im saying they're dead or something. its just that i seriously feel unattached once again. i wldnt feel the way i feel now if it wasnt for that. why give me something and take it right away just when i tot i finally got it, god.havent you fool me enough yet?... i cant always just ask myself to keep moving on. its tiring and painful. ha. i shldve seen this comming, actually i sort of did. always not the ending i hope it'll be.oh well, i will not fall just yet, theres still a long way to go. not the same way i hope.

dressed up for our talkshow shoot. pretty cool. if only i can wear this all the time. i feel alot more confident. haha. have no idea why the pics so blur, 5mp sommore, what bullshit is this. ok, maybe i shaked when i took the pic.=..=''

Just when i tot i can look good in the suit and all. andrea and angie made me into a monster. styled my hair like some crazy guy, added eyeliner on my face and swing my tie sideways. oh well, the host's suppose to be a crazy retard anyway.
just sooooooo tiring sometimes....

WAHAHA. what do u know we still talk like how we use to talk on phone when we took olevels long time ago, which was why i had to retake my o's. lol. So me and hui met at at town yesterday. haha. damn hilarious, first we wanted to catch ps.i love you but we cldnt because it was sold out then bought the L.change the world tickets at the wrong timming so in the end we didnt catch anything at all. haha. thats not the most retarded part, supposedly we're out to chill. BUT we're like walking all the time, up and down cineleisure. FUN RIGHT!? hahaha. n i dont know why she kept laughing and saying things that doesnt make a single sense at all, think maybe studying in nafa's too stress? i dont know. hhaha. so in the end we just eat and eat and eat. haha. then we talked alot, updating on what we have been doing this kinda stuff. actually she talked so much more than me until she almost lost her voice, weakling. anyway, it was darn cool hanging out with her again since the last time we met dont know how many mths ago. thanks to her magical editing skills, im less uglier in the pictures but still.. argh, i think she set her cam to "only i'm pretty but others..." mode.

weewee

the smarter one

ill look much worse if this were not be edited.haha.

always laughing at random things
delicious...NOT

people who know me in school, should by now know that i just bought my vaio. its obvious because i had to carry that hideous vaio bag to school and i take extreme care of it which seems scary to some people. BUT I HAVE ABANDON IT. muahahaha. let me explain. initially i tried to convince myself that its just like mac which then turn out to be worse than my friends toshiba laptop. nvm, then it had lags and problems so i changed a new piece only after four days i bought it. YET, today, i found out an incovenient truth about my laptop. windows vista sux all the way to the core and its running on 3gb ram only eventhough i had 4gb ram in it. so, in another words, i got CHEATED. so little andrea and i went to harvey norman, gave some attitude to them and yesssss i got the refund. wow. and i tot that is impossible. soooo. all im saying is i will soon be getting... MAC BOOK PRO~~~~~~~~ weeeeee~ what can i say, i think bill gates should take a bite of the apple too.


Haha, the only thing i love about my ex-vaio is the pics that we took with it but macbook pro has this function as well so...haha, vaio still loses out in everyway.

ai yai, captain
im johnny nam~~~

shanghai noobs
it's a boy. hahah
E.T comes home...
angie becomes a furball
let meee outtttt

the tall and the short
goodbye my lousy vaio =)))
WAHAHAHA!!!!

im such a fiasco.

This is what i call funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. hahaha. This is like the very first time, a big grp of my sch mates hang out tgt. so cool, we're like all dressed up, mine's kinda simple though. haha. we spent the whole day and i mean it, we didnt even slack or stone, we watched movie, played lan, and went to he pan for the rides. the rides are freaking amazing. damn bloody fun, me and raj were like screaming at each other, hahaha. oh well, these are some of the pics angie took.

MOIsss

ugly, but the only shot of me in close up
the guys
cool right,only im in motion
i didnt know angie's taking the pic until..
Movvvvieeee

on the way to hepanwahaha! cant remb what we're looking at

we're inside when angie took this. FUN!

super high after the ride

next ride,TOP GUN, the one on the left is me, lol

haha, cny's so simple this year. just visited three of my mum's relatives. i dont know if its just me or what, but i think my mum and i are trying very hard to socialize with them. at least for me, im always the guy who sits around in their house looking at random shows played on their huge tv. oh well, its only once a year so it doesnt really matter much. today, is what i call "cny", haha, hanging out with the MOIs, erm, actually i wont call this "cny" because rajs joining us which is cool, you hardly see him outside having fun, busy guy. oh ya, just watched juno on my com yest, its a great movie but dont watch it in the cinema. haha. its a comedy that tells you alot about life. and im so captivated by some of the moments in the movie. ya.. like the conversation of juno and his dad. geee, i better go get rdy, dont wwant the guys to wait.

its cny eve!!!! but it doesnt feel like it. i watched 27 dresses with ethel today. its not bad, though i expected more because devil wears prada's really good. but katherine heigl's freaking attractive and cute. hhaha, i spent alot of money this week, seriously, dont even dare to look at my bank slip. i cant believe that i spend $80 on a shirt in topman yesterday when i already promised my mum that ill not buy any clothes more than 30 anymore. argh, im so sorry but i cldnt help it, the things tht i like are always so freaking EX !!!! argh. hopefully the angbaos will cover my expenses. not~ way too much damage done to my bank acc. cant wait for cny to end. cant wait to watch jumper and my hands on the vaio next week.

im glad...
we met each other.

this block is freaking slack but i love it. hahahahha. my mum just bought me a sony vaio which has quite similiar specs as mac book pro. haha. the only thing tht really attracted me to this vaio is actually the 4gb ram. freaking fast can. but the design aint tht nice, kinda look abit like mac though.

and thanks to dotc i made a really good friend. =) random.

DOTC was goooooooooooooooood. hahha. maybe because my groups really fun and interactive. the best thing is i got to make new friends. which is pretty awesome since i hardly get to make one. the DOTC 2 will be on the end of next mth, kinda looking foward to it, thats if i get in. haha. so for now, it'll be the major project before i become a second year moi's. haha. and i really need a better com already because i want to have a 3d character in the vid, which my com has no power to do that. it'll just die. haha. either a laptop or a desktop. but i probably get a laptop because i just upgraded my com not long ago, which is still not fast enough obviously. cny is comming really soon and im too broke to get myself new clothes to wear. this is not good. i only got myself a new skinny and a cardigan. oh yea, and a shirt. thats all~ holy shirt. shit i mean. haha. argh. ideally, i wanted three more shirts and two pairs of shorts, and recently i found out that my black jeans aints skinny anymore, its so seasoned. so i thought, i should get a new one BUT i dont have the $$$$$$$. crap. argh.. if only money will just drop down from the sky, no wait, everyone will be snatching it. correction. if only i'll just wake up one fine day in a pool of money and find myself drowning in it.

Theres nothing much i want say in this entry actually. erm, oh, todays DOTC,design orientation training camp. kinda looking foward to it but i feel really lazy today. might be the weather. anyway, just finished my 2d art module, painted this iraqi terrorist on this supersize 1x1m board with acrylic. erm, no, he's not a bad guy. get what i mean?

i am not who i am. im just trying to play along so that at least i have some sense of existence. is that what im doing...

IM SO BUSY, but having fun, IM SO NOT IN LUCK, lost my mp3, got my finger cut, banging into stuffs all the time, IM SO IN THE MOOD OF ART, erm, too bad it wont last forever, IM SO TIRED, checking out.

school has beeeeeen great. no short of work work and work. which is good, holiday almost killed me. not a bad start for 2008. but im not hoping for anything great to happen this year so... ya. erm. erm. yea. met up with jess and jul, sad wee cant make it but still, was great seeing u ppl again. haha. and thanks to jess's recommendation, im all broke. oh, she brought me to this store at hereen called Queens to get my gray skinny jeans, so that explains. and jul's gonna get it for leaving without saying bye to me anyway. WE'LL MEET AGAIN SOON, with wee along.

OH BOY. i got lotsa movies i have yet to watch!!!!!!!! gotta go. ill end this with one of the only work im proud of...

........... OK OK!! the original painting wasn't that good, i edited it with photoshop. BUT HEY. its still done by me right? This ugly creature is a villain from spiderman anyway.

happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...............
what a year 2007 was!
nothing has happen...
nothing was memorable...
nothing great about it...

so this 2008!
i can feel it...
that...
nothing is gonna happen...

merry christmas to all.

phuuuuuu..... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
.................
..................................
..............................................

watched the golden compass with my old friends, wee and jess yesterday. the movie was actually quite good, except for the part when the polar bear came out of nowhere to rescue the main character who needs help, obviously. jess's flying off soon, so i guess.. we'll meet again only after she comes back. sad. but we'll definately see each other again. =)

so... what else, oh ya. got a new ps3 game, uncharted: drake's fortune. erm. completed it the next day. wth. its like i paid $90 to watch a movie. but its worth it, gameplays good, graphics cool, storys not bad. so ya. its xmas afterall, shld get something for myself. talking about it, i got another unexpected gift, well, not exactly also. let me explain. haha. my mum sign up for the mio plan, so that means i can get a new phone in exchange for the new plan. BUT my mum's really... u know, she wants me to get a $0-withline phone, holyshit, isint that like downgrading, from my n73 to a worthless piece of shit, no way, soo.. haha, i eventually got her into buying me a better yet uglier sony cybershot phone, i have my way, not really excited about it though, the phone's really.... erm, not my type and if worse, UGLY. really, but wow, the features and the 5mp cam, top notch man. i tried it. its rreally good. so i shouldnt ask for more. i mean, whats a good looking phone with lousy features. so for this xmas, i got a new phone and a new game which i got it from? ME. cause i paid for the phone too. =..='' guess it'ld be a one man xmas party again hur?

just when i thought holiday's gonna kill me, i found meaning to it. or should i say i got myself something to do. haha. i was so damn bloody bored today. VERY bored. i couldnt think of any fking thing to do, i have no one to go out with like always, real sad.. , i have watched all the movies ive got at home,ive just completed the new game that i recently bought?! oh god, so i was rotting really bad at home and thats when i made a really bold decision.

i finally step out of my house for the "first time".. as in with all the things i have and can do at home theres simply no reason for me to stay out, you know. so where did i GO? ofcourse not far far away, so i ended up at the libary next to my house. oh god, i couldnt believe it, i actually missed the place. the aircon, the.. serenity? wtf is wrong with me. this is where i studied for olevel's, and the place where.. even being alone, i feel.. okay. so i went up, look for some comics to read, what? u expect me to read those thick books with millions of words in it, no way. oh man, i looked at the comics section.. come on, its been like what? nearly a year since i last stepped in here and they didnt even bother to update alil bit.

the spiderman collection is still the bloody same. so i have no choice but to read one of the fantastic four ones. and then i realized, this cant be it, libary's so big and all i can get out of it is one stupid comic book. then it came to me, i still got alot of things or infact everything to study on maya, 3d software. but u know, the libary's always like that, when u want to borrow something, it's always not there for u. so i tried my luck, went to the computer's section and what do u know, it was all there, every single one of them. geee. singaporeans sure dont have any intrest in visual effects or 3d animation. BUT thats a good sign, the less the better and easier for me to get a job. i borrowed guide books on how i can create my own 3d model/character. haha. easy to say, difficult to do. so i took my comic and three thick guide books down to the cafe. guess what, i still couldnt belive how i spend $22 there.

HOW ON EARTH did i do that. easy =..='', had the money, gave it away, am i nuts? ya. i bought a $17 card from them so i can drink coffee for three instead of five, HA! isint that the best deal ever!!!!! sigh. such a loser. oh well, thts only 17! when i spent another $5 on the spaghetti. and that makes $22! wha la~ ARGH !!!! there goess my fking savings. but now i have a reason to go back to the libary. AND SO, i sat down, ate the terrible spaghetti, no kidd, its horrible, and read the books. AH HA. this comes to the conclusion of me getting life out of this sick holiday.

after literally reading one of the first few pages of the book, it got me. now im so interested and inspired by it. this is not easy to accomplish but its kinda do-able. good thing is its time consuming, thats all i all need. fear not, jw, your holiday is now... not-so-boring. if it fails, at least u can still spend time mastering your pathetic guitar skills or get a new game, complete it in one week then kill yourself because you still have another 3 weeks to go.

holiday... fk it. i wanna go back to sch.. i need something to do. something that can keep me away from.. what i dont want to become. a ghost. a very unhappy one. argh.. have to keep myself busy. must.
today's a really disappointing and... you can see that its rainning-day. was suppose to go out BUT, fk that, instead i did some good i bought the juice my mum wanted me to get. so that was at parkway, and hell, it changed alot. borders? since when. but wow, it sure looks alot better than mph. so i walked arnd and like what will always happen, ill find myself in topshop. noooooo. i shouldnt have lead myself there... so many nice things to buy..... arghh... now i cant help but know that i will have to save another stack of money, come back and give it to them for some stupid clothes. the forgotten topshop has once again invade my mind for money. just kill me. maybe you'll see me in the newspaper, headline "tall skinny man failed to rob DBS bank, biggest loser ever"

i had enough with you once. i let it go. but for the second time... im done with you. i should've known. treasure this pathetic friendship or pissoff.

thanks to donkey's encouraging erm.. words. i shall keep u webby, for now. haha. FINALLY its over. animation is over! yet, im already missing it. its damn bloody fun. its not really impressive but i tried my best for some of the assignments , especially for the last one, ofcourse. and todays we had to present our short clips of animation that have both 3d and 2d in it. althought i did said that i put efforts in this, i slept early? amazing. and i finished it just in time. as in really in time. suppose to hand it up on 3pm. and i finished it right on time.... AT HOME. so i cabbed to sch. i wasnt really rushing because... i know everyone would be late. know why? cause the rendering time almost killed us. so u cant blame us. blame the extremely slow computers. haha. and so the lecturer played everyone's work in the thetre. unfortunately the com was corrupted and many of our work went terribly wrong, erm, mine wasnt affected because i had a different file. so mine played smoothly. i was quite happy that most of them understood the story, thats all i care. oh well. cant wait to do more after the holiday. cant u believe that? i rather not have holidays. BUT i gotta admit, IM SKINNIER.holy f. serious. animating can be so time consuming and fraustrating sometimes that u skipped lunch and dinner not even knowing it. worst of all is u get stressed not only mentally but physically. oh well. thts what this meaningless holiday is about. erm, not really actually. ill get to see my old friends. =)

HOLIDAYS COMMING. XMAS'S COMMING. so? anyway, had quite alot of things to... not quite alot.. is moutains of things to do so that explains this very late entry which doesnt matter since its pretty close-down already. BUT.. i shldnt give up on you webby shld i? well, nvm that. at least i can come back once in a while to crap. so, erm, what changes are there. nothing much. doing animation fundamentals now, kinda intresting, which makes things more complicated, video or animation? argh. and my guitar's covered with a thin layer of dust already, still i improved a tiny little... bit compared to last time. ps3! got a new game, finally ~ was it the right game, hell yeah. at first its kinda stupid but then i got addicted to it. i was force to stop playing only when my controller went of out batt. hows that. hahaha. its that good. oh yea, its called assassin's creed anyway, argh, like anyone knows. erm erm erm.... just cant wait for holidays to come, earn some money, know alil bit more abt guitar, get a new ps3 game for xmas, erm erm, maybe will do some research on 3d animation... erm erm erm...go out ofcourse... erm erm...watch movies (at the theatre) erm erm, what else, eat more, get fat, erm erm... get new clothes (thats if i have money). wow. seems like i have alot to do but it always end up to be... really horrible. like last year, oh god, dont remind me of that christmas. better be good this year you fat, slimy, red, hairy white, hohoho-bastard... or at least, not alone. =..=''

im so tired... finally i can rest. im suppose to work today but i decided not to. so... yesterday the animals and i finally met up so we can celebrate weewee's bday. dont know why.but i just feel bad for her. haha. we made her wait forty mins, i still owe her four bucks and worst of all is we couldnt get what she want because we dont have enough shares. haha. besides that, to me, it was really fun. we laughed quited alot actually. so after weewee waited at the marinabay mrt station for aproximately forty minutes, we arrived, late. and ofcourse we were there for the steamboat. what else? haha. as usual, juleen didnt want to eat. food there was okay. just that i cant stand waiting for the food to get cooked. annoying. after that, we went bowling which was jul's idea, bad one. hahaha. just joking. oh ya. after the game, we're suppose to take the bus back to the mrt station when all of a sudden, this uncle who looks like a serial killer came to us and said there's no chance you can make it back for the last train but if i take you there, which he charged us $1 each, you might still catch it. what the hell, he expected us to believe him? but ya, we did. wahhhaha. desperate for the last train you know? we're all too broke for cabs. so we reached the station without getting killed or raped. thank god for tht. as soon as we got into the station, they announced that the last train will be arriving in one min or so. thats when we started running and screaming. well, actually only weewee screamed. WAHHAHA. so she and the rest of us run into the train before the door closes. we made it. relieved and all. but the wierd thing is the doors are still open. i looked at one of the electronic boards outside. it reads "departing in 7mins"......... whats with all the screaming and running again?

we got to cityhall and realized that there's already no bus and train anymore. and still we ended up taking a cab back to my house. jul went back but wee and jess stayed at my house until 4am. was real tired. so when they went back, i came back home, dived into my bed, closed my eyes, and wa la, here i am typing this.

sorry we couldnt get u the mem card but hopefully you'll like the drawing. happybirthday wee.

IM SO BUZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg. dont even have time to catch my breath already. alright. so ive changed class since two weeks ago. having video fundamentals now. doing the final project. we're told to do a short film. haha. n guess what? it's about this rapist and blind girl. n the stories kinda cool after we finally settled down with the whole script. so filming has already taken most of my time. and to make things even worse, i bought a guitar just recently. so im freaking buzy. really. like i dont even have the time to slack anymore. i have to squeeze all my time to film, learn how to play the guitar, play my ps3 and watch Heroes. argh. i dont have all the time in the world. better run. ill update next year. LOL!